$$$, bs and coins, no fear

    • Skruve04
      Joined: 23.10.2009 Posts: 237
      Im playing poker for quit time. I think now for 3-4 years
      Started with freerolls and free bankrolls. Run good in Absolute poker room built bankroll from 25$ to 500$ on mtt and mttnsg. Then black Friday ruin everything. Cant get my money out from that room now.

      So i deposited on Pokerstars 60$ and built now it to 170$. Survive 2 downswings and seems 3 is here too.

      Started this blog because i need motivation. In last weeks it feel like i cant won single coin flip. Even AA KK QQ cant hold against other donks.

      Ofcourse you say its variance ..

      Yea i understand that but variance is mathematical termin i call it luck :D

      I read that in sng you can won only 52% coins, so nomatter its AA or 22 even 2 outer can beat you.

      Strange thing i had studied so much but cant beat first microlimit, played 1k game and still i cant move up. i want 100 byins for next lvl.
      Im afraid to open more then 1-2 tables because when i open 10+ and none ITM is feels like end of the world.
      Had seen some supernovas grahs where swings are brutal 1k + or- but they always manage to get out of that dowswing or had so big bankrolls that they can hand that.

      There is myth that blog is + EV, hope its true :D
  • 49 replies
    • Krist2ps
      Joined: 03.03.2011 Posts: 126
      Welcome! ;)

      Yeah, downswings sucks, but we have to live with it.

      Gl with tables and keep it posting!

    • Skruve04
      Joined: 23.10.2009 Posts: 237
      Blog is +EV its for sure.
      Bankroll is goning up, mindset is okey but still i dont whana play many tables at one time.
      Get some bad beats:
      like AQs lost 37s he got flush. I was on BB he pushed i instacall and .. so sad..
      and QJs im shorstack on sb pushed on bb who was short too he call 39 and ofcourse he got pair. ..so sad..

      Got free 50$ on partypoker. i think i will play 1$ MTT. SNGMTT starts from 3 $ and that is not good BRM.
      Will see how it work out.

      double post.. :D im so new on bloging :f_biggrin:
    • Skruve04
      Joined: 23.10.2009 Posts: 237
      So have not update for awhile, its time to do that.

      Partypoker thing went from MTT to cash playing.
      Had played in past some sessions of cash but usually always hit a big downswing and lost my $$.

      At first on 0.01 /0.02 lvl there i was playing totally lose style, calling any suited to see the flop for draws or looking for any face card.
      Seems i was on heater and hit 160$ BR.
      So im moving up.

      Now lvl 0.02/0.04 at first same strategy works well till i hit a wall.
      after -80$ i understand something is wrong and i must looking for changes in my game.

      Now its something like Tag style. Allin only with total nuts or preflop high pairs.
      will see how it will work out.
    • Skruve04
      Joined: 23.10.2009 Posts: 237
      Time for update.
      In next two days will hit platinum on pokerstrategy, need just 240 points. :s_cool:

      After big swings im finally good rolled on NL10, hope to stay here for i while. :f_cool:

      About game.
      Started play with HUD and ultra tight on FR.

      Hope i will not get days like yesterday, when i with top two pairs on none draw board 4 times stack against trips in 15 minutes play. ;(

      But it all will come back $$$ that was just holiday variance boost :f_biggrin:
    • Skruve04
      Joined: 23.10.2009 Posts: 237
      Fukin poker, thier is no skill just fukin luck.

      why i cant got normal steady graph.. one sesion 2 byins up next 4 down ?(

      Uploaded with ImageShack.us

      Last session:
      straight vs full house
      Flush vs straight flush ...rivered
      Trips vs flush he get 5 card board flush with 88

      common what i must do to get lucky at least 1 by-in in session + ?????

      And i think sample of hand is not small.. so im losing player OMG
    • inlovewithamsterdam
      Joined: 08.07.2009 Posts: 666
      work on your game mate there are bound to be some leaks - which when fixed, will boost your winrate. I watched a video last night and it helped me understand few things a lot better. It's called 13 Scariest Small Stakes Leaks Of All Time - it was on CardRunners. Google it, it's well worth a watch. I promise it will improve your game at least in some ways (Even though the humour in it is a bit cheesy).

      Good luck mate - analyse,improve,crush!
    • Skruve04
      Joined: 23.10.2009 Posts: 237
      TY inlove..
      i will watch that.

      So partypoker ends with 340$ BR. -> cashout -> depozite on Stars. :f_mad:
      small heater and then busto

      NL10 beat me -> BR170$

      Will go to NL2 to regain my confidenc and maybe get some $

      Bad run +30% bad play.

      Stars dont love KK, lost 9 times with KK in one night. :f_frown:

      on cash used .. anypair TQ TK from button some steal with suited conectors or A+
      i can put some hands.. but what point of it:

      KK preflop all in lost ............... standart.
      slow trips. few times punished.. standart.
      Donk rivered me... .standart.
      cant fold on tribet flops.. punished standrat.
      and with small tilt on few hands it go in bige -17byin
      YEP that how we do it,. X(
    • Skruve04
      Joined: 23.10.2009 Posts: 237
      Poker is fukin WTF retarded hobie....
      there is no money in fukin poker.

      Todays beat fukin on first hand in MTT

      PokerStars No-Limit Hold'em, 0 Tournament, 10/20 Blinds (9 handed) - PokerStars Converter Tool from FlopTurnRiver.com

      Button (t1500)
      SB (t1500)
      BB (t1500)
      UTG (t1500)
      UTG+1 (t1500)
      MP1 (t1500)
      Hero (MP2) (t1500)
      MP3 (t1500)
      CO (t1500)

      Hero's M: 50.00

      Preflop: Hero is MP2 with A, K
      3 folds, Hero bets t180, 2 folds, Button calls t180, 2 folds

      Flop: (t390) 2, K, 10 (2 players)
      Hero bets t500, Button calls t500

      Turn: (t1390) A (2 players)
      Hero bets t820 (All-In), Button calls t820 (All-In)

      River: (t3030) 4 (2 players, 2 all-in)

      Total pot: t3030
      Die DONK.

      WTF whata a week lost half off my BR now even on NL2 cant won anything...


      Ok is there any coach for NL10 lvl for normal $$$ price
    • Skruve04
      Joined: 23.10.2009 Posts: 237
      POKER SUCKs.

      Ok in NL2 nothin goes normal.. on table meat some retards who plays
      like 1.5 milj hands on nl2 with normal profit OMG.
      just cant see any future in this shit.

      on cash only way to win something is with nut trips or better.
      So what the fuk.?? is this poker??

      and ok some MTT .. whata bs

      i had QQ UTG rais CO rerais i push

      They call UTG AK CO AK me QQ
      so they got out bloked nice.. but gues what River comes K

      WTF is going on?? how i can manag play poker for so long.
    • Skruve04
      Joined: 23.10.2009 Posts: 237
      So again retard won.....

      Hand converted with online PokerStrategy.com hand converter:

      Play hand

      $0.01/$0.02 No-Limit Hold'em (3 handed)

      Known players:
      BU (Hero):

      Preflop: Hero is BU with 5, 5.
      Hero calls $0.02, SB folds, BB checks.

      Flop: ($0.05) 8, A, 5 (2 players)
      BB bets $0.02, Hero raises to $0.09, BB raises to $0.16, Hero raises to $0.45, BB raises to $0.76, Hero raises to $4.21, BB calls $1.92.

      Turn: ($6.83) 9 (2 players)

      River: ($6.83) A (2 players)

      Final Pot: $6.83.
      Results follow:

      Hero shows a full-house, fives full of aces(5 5).
      BB shows a full-house, aces full of nines(9 A).

      Hero wins with a full-house, fives full of aces(5 5).
      BB wins with a full-house, aces full of nines(9 A).


      Ok Nl2 is going up hope it will continue in that mode.
      FUKIN bad beats.....
      So if i played right why then i lost that hand:
      1. luck, variance or what ever who are involved in bs poker.
      2. Ofcourse in long run i will be in + from donks like this... Fuck it i want won that now not after miljon hands

      oo last night i see Blackrain79 on my tables. :f_biggrin: Ultimate pro in NL2
      I had even his video on pc, but didnot see anything intresting.
      From his stats he play solid poker, funny why he didnot move up..??? ?(
    • Skruve04
      Joined: 23.10.2009 Posts: 237
      Some update.

      Im curently playing cash nl2, nl5 sometimes nl10. Fullring
      Trying to stick with my regime. Play for 1h then break, till i feel i can play again.
      Sometimes poker session can reach almoust 2h if i want to end in +.

      Ofcourse 24 tabling. :f_biggrin:

      Sad that all shots in nl10 ends with catastrophe, but i hope i will work it out.. :f_cool:

      Main thing i need remind me again and again, when i hit bad days that i need just stop and that i must understand that it is just variance.

      But it is so fu... hard to understand it when you lost your money.
      Even best poker pro had bad days...

      no graphs becouse sesions usualy its up for 1 byin or similar like that.

      Overall graph is not nice, maybe when i manage recover my nl10 loss the i will put some graphs. :s_biggrin:
    • Skruve04
      Joined: 23.10.2009 Posts: 237
      BLaah whata disaster was yesterday..
      in that session 3 times stacked with AA preflop and none hold and similar with KK..

      AK is not even worth to mention.. stupidest hand ever.
      evry time rais preflop maby rerais if position allows, then no A or K on flop and you must fold on idiots agression.

      Probably thier is a days when play as good you can you cant beat anything.. no hands complets and if you already had something then river will beat you for sure. :D :f_biggrin:

      today played 3 sessions each about 1h and recovered part from last down.,. where i was down for 7 byins.
    • Skruve04
      Joined: 23.10.2009 Posts: 237
      Cant play today.. problems with my internet conection..

      reacently read some pages from poker mindest.

      >>Don't worry about winning money; worry about making correct decisions,
      and let the money take care of itself.

      So true, i hope i will learn to do as said.

      :diamond: Longrun
      :diamond: correct decisions
    • Skruve04
      Joined: 23.10.2009 Posts: 237
      WOW so good day -50$ on nl5 its 12.5 byins yee, X(
      hope tomorow will be better day. Need mark it as super bad day,, maybe moon fazes or somth. like that afects this shit..
      play was ok only milions setups. 3 hands posible badplay 10 hands BAD BEAT and collers ..... FML
      Again day where you cant do anything just give money off.

      Anyone want my money too?

      All my profit from last week -> to zero.


      must go to nl 25 :D and fuk my BR or double up, o or shot on NL100

      by by BR
    • fusionpk
      Joined: 21.01.2010 Posts: 1,683
      dude dont bust your roll just realise u struggled at nl5, re-evaluate ur game, improve, try again.
    • Skruve04
      Joined: 23.10.2009 Posts: 237
      :D dont wory it was joke :D
      nothing like that might hapen .. i understand BR management
      there is always nl2 :D

      from game..
      on Nl2 i had A grad on Nl5 it was B or B+

      i must improve my stop loss i think this is main why im sufer so big swings.

      And i had 35 byins for nl5 so im sure i will recover this minus.
    • Skruve04
      Joined: 23.10.2009 Posts: 237
      Ok for today..
      Im up for 4 byins.. played 3 sessions and think thats all for today.
      later in evening i will play some MTT then will see how its going.
    • Skruve04
      Joined: 23.10.2009 Posts: 237
      O fu...
      Decide play 1 more session at evening and ofcourse again -13 byins.
      Then some Hu Sng matches -2 byins.

      So f....ed Fu poker.

      Hate donks always stak against them lighter then agains other .ret.a.r..
      But i need them hope tomorow all will give me their money like hell.

      Tired of this bs, cant play after 16.00 becouse all after that always goes into minus ?(
      BR 29.75 byins so sad :O

      Just cant stop when thing go bad.

      Realy HOPE i will lost all tomorow and then FML :s_frown:
    • Skruve04
      Joined: 23.10.2009 Posts: 237
      Finaly heater.. :s_love: :f_love: :f_eek: :s_love: :f_love:

      Stars give back last minus session.

      Played 6400 hands in one sesion up for 12 byins.

      that makes me best day. First time won so much byins in one session. :f_eek:

      Only at the end i did one stupid mistake didnot fold KK against setminer.
      Had 2 pairs with board 55 he had set of sevens. it cost me 1.2 byins. Seems i was just too tired.. put him on JJ or TT even 99 board was very low.

      MORE days like this!!!! :f_biggrin: