Hi Perolord,
Firstly, welcome to the community! We'll be here to help you as much as we can along your poker journey.
Secondly, thanks to everyone who has posted so far. Most of the information they've posted is spot on
It sounds like you have a bit of trouble with your bank roll management, which is one of the most important things in poker, especially for MTT's and sngs like you want to play. I would advise you to check out
this article , which gives you an overview on the best bank roll strategy for playing MTTs.
As well I would have a look at some
articles here. They are to do with SNGs, which although a bit different to MTTs, may be a better place for you to start off for now, and we also have a lot more content on them
Just found this one as well, definitely check out the
how to play before the flop article which has a downloadable PDF in it which is great
One of our coaches here, chenny8888 has done some videos on low stakes SnGs, so have a look at
his video here and see if it helps you out.
I must add the poker is a long and lengthy learning process, and requires a lot of hard work and dedication! You won't get it overnight, but if you stick at it it will be rewarding on so many different levels. So keep at it, and don't feel too down, it's really just one of those learning processes you have to go through. And I'm sure you'll beat it!
Hopefully I've given you enough information for now, but if you want more, feel free to ask!
Best regards,
Jim