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16.10.2007, 04:01
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This post has been edited 1 time(s), it was last edited by Mystrapoker: 16.10.2007 04:05.
I haven't played for like a week now on partypoker... ever since I reached silver...
Before that I played about 2000 hands with the SSS and my bankroll had ups and down and got to about 47$.(so I lost about 3$ in 2000 hands).
Then I started to look at silver strategy, and I know Ill have to put my bankroll at risk to learn it (reading the articles while I play, because thats the type of learner I am). I estimate that learning the SSS did cost me about 6$. I think the BSS will cost me about 10$... I also think the articles are much too complex for me...
I know I'm at a turning point in my poker career, because the silver article finally let me think by myself and make decisions. But I gave up because Im too scared to play big stack on a NL4 table...
It really sucks.. because I lost my first bankroll by being a complete moron (like buying in tournaments that cost 100$), and Ill lose that one by not playing at all...
I was watching undercover82 videos.. where he does exactly what the SSS says and go all-in with AK under certain conditions, or when the pot is 2x his stack (I lost a lot doing the exact same thing). And I was thinking, yeah, thats very easy to say when you have 10kUS$ in your bankroll.
I won an entry into the biggest tournament on some poker site, but I doubt myself so much these days that I think Ill just give up poker... and go play something easier like like unreal tournament 2004 or something...