SuperUorMe's SnG blog

You cant revert chips ev to all in ev. It isnt accurate. You definetely run bad but measuring in chips ev is bad calculation. I had a coaching of two hours with you if you remember when i runned 100bis bellow ev. You said you cant found any major leak at this time. My downswing reached 328bis over 12k games maybe a little more. The funny thing is that i good still have some decent profit because my green line was breakeven (phew) and the red line just going up

I really hope this downswing pass because you are a good player and i believe it is unfair that there people who run goddish while we run like shit. I saw a regular's graph running 100bis above ev in 5k sample and he told me he doesnt think he runs that good. I was so lol

You deleted me from skype long ago without explain anything but i truly wish best of luck. You deserve for sure because you are a very good person and you really like the game

Just an advice. Because you are a good player that doesnt mean that you cant take some coaching in 9m too. Maybe someone else could see some things that you cant find yourself. Maybe not. But discussing with good players will give you at least some thoughts

@ belthazorrrr
I know it isnt accurate, but - majority of the games last 2 months are 18mans or fifty50, 9mans are basically just in hundreds. I said am not fan of these stats, it s just illustration.
Again I have to say, and u ll prolly agree - when u run bad for a long period, u start to question your game at first, if u r not 100% confident in it and that u prolly cant be ever. So u start doin leakfinders and replaying, markin hands, analyzing. U can find some leaks, u might not. Thn u look at anytin like EV, sometin to find out that u r actually unlucky. Thn u seek coachings, other players view or sometin. I personally had never been coached. I bought almost all pokersites memberships, recently invested lot in 18m vids and so on plus I study by coaching my students (and they run somehow good). It maybe sounds weird, but I like this aproach personally, I like to anylze spots by myself, I have experience with all the software u can imagine and so on. SnGs are fine coz u can learn it all by yourself (with softwares). Am in the phase that...one reg ll tell me to shove this hand, one ll fold, one cant say wats better...and that s how it ll be when u reach certain level, u can find very good and logic reasons for minus ev shoves, thin shoves, thin folds, easy folds...u can use FGS in soft, u can use ICM, u can use chips, u can use Malmuth-weitzman, u can use some edge, minus edge, u can justify a lot So wat I wanna say - I wanna have my own aproach, as I do whole career, which I think is winning and currently am finding out if it s winning at 18mans too....but I set myself a goal, a must, that if I wont be crushin 18mans after 5k sample, I will, finally, take a coaching
And dont think about me as I think am the best and fuck everyone else, def not, never say anytin liked that, never acted like that...
Hope it s not messy post, I write as fast as I think...

Thx for your kind words.

And for deleting you - I deleted u when I realized who you are, I mean how did u steal the stake money, how did u beahve and that was it, am very straight in these things.
I see u r makin it right now, I wish u the best, for me it s hard to believe ppl can quickly change, sry, bad personal experience...so, honestly, GL to u.

Well you heard only one part of the story i guess. I hope you will find half hour to read my blog someday. It isnt that i change fast. I understood why i was wrong. Steal is a heavy word that it is unfair for this situation

As for the coachings. Maybe some player will suggest you something different that software cant. I dont say it will be right or wrong. But it will definitely help you think more. This is poker about and i think you will agree. Anway gl to you

Originally posted by belthazorrrr
Steal is a heavy word that it is unfair for this situation

See, until u think about it this way, I am not givin any second of my time to find the way to excuse u, I have multiple experience similar to that...sry, GL

If i have stolen these money or i have scheduled this from the beggining then i would agree with this. But i lost the stake and i didnt had even 1$ from these money in my pocket

Gl in 2013

Bam, played shorter session, dropped another 20BIs and am back to KOs for rebuild...let s hope overpair actually hold here and there so I dont go back to 7s ♦

Do you consider mix 9m normal turbos for volume?
Why you dont try hypers? Fishes are moving there

Originally posted by belthazorrrr
Do you consider mix 9m normal turbos for volume?
Why you dont try hypers? Fishes are moving there

Again, gl to u...and that s all am gonna say to u...

hope you´ll be doing well again....also have a downswing, looks like rollercoaster for the last month or so no shame for dropping down, ....but it´s true, to play at 7´s kinda sucks, if u know that u have skills to play higher.... GL

Originally posted by BeatenTommy
hope you´ll be doing well again....also have a downswing, looks like rollercoaster for the last month or so no shame for dropping down, ....but it´s true, to play at 7´s kinda sucks, if u know that u have skills to play higher.... GL

TY man, GL to u!
I just want to say, that it s bankroll amnagement I decided to have until I ll find realy big confidence in my game again. I mean playin 7s would be only for confidence and sometin like...u can do it style Not for profit or coz of insufficient "real" roll. But anyway, even at 7s u cna make dollar per game

Helou Milan,
nice summarize, I hope, one day, i will go to WSOP too

Persona, Nice to see you here

Originally posted by mattusko
Helou Milan,
nice summarize, I hope, one day, i will go to WSOP too

Persona, Nice to see you here

Thx man, GL, and I guess it s different "persona"

Come on man, u ll have the winnin session, u will!

...tommorow?

Originally posted by MilanBurdych
Come on man, u ll have the winnin session, u will!

...tommorow?

With a BOP worthy run

Originally posted by MilanBurdych

Originally posted by mattusko
Helou Milan,
nice summarize, I hope, one day, i will go to WSOP too

Persona, Nice to see you here

Thx man, GL, and I guess it s different "persona"

Yep, You're right, He is someone else than i thought.

haha so I'm the false persona

actually looked in pt to figure out if we've been at the same tables.
I have P.nongrata, so maybe there's where the confusion comes from.

Have you quit the 18 man now?

(sry for the derail)

Originally posted by personaNgrta
haha so I'm the false persona

actually looked in pt to figure out if we've been at the same tables.
I have P.nongrata, so maybe there's where the confusion comes from.

Have you quit the 18 man now?

(sry for the derail)

Dont worry, it is someone I and mattusko knows from totally other forum
As for 18mans - I did set kind of a stoploss for run bad, so now am recovering at 9m KOs (recovering means losin more ♦ ). It s a part of my get of the downswing strategy to play (in certain point) games, that u r 100% sure u r beating - something I cant say about 18mans yet without proper sample.

seems like you've crushed the ko's so makes perfect sence to move back for a confidence boost/ BR refill ♦

I haven't played so many 18's myself, but just trying to get out of the micros, so figured the 18's would be a good game to study?!
I was used to play 90 man on fulltilt but been stuck for a year in micros on stars not getting anywhere. So just trying to get a better understanding of the format/icm factor and stuff like that

OK, so today also wasnt the day...

Today was the day when I found the new bottom...once again, after yesterday, the day before and we can go on like that for two months +
This again shouldnt be the crying post, this is where I wanna write down the emotions, feelings, my head is sooo sooo full, u poker pros know this feeling.
Today was the day when I dropped the tear...yup, I did. It get on me like never before, tables dissapeared, cashier thinned...w/e, but the way how is it happenin is just sick...
Today was the day when I cant understand how much luck factor does affect poker in a pretty long term...not that long, but am talkin about two months, 5-6k games of constant 2, 3 outs, sick river folds, not flippin, all the things u can imagine...
Today was the day when I again realized how perfectly roy4lpl4yor (lance) described this job on his blog cover - soul crushing job.

Today is the day when I just feel like a wreck...

One week of this year and am 370k chips under EV? OK, so maybe tommorow will be the day when I finally can win...

One more thought - everything bad is for something good - I study so hard, so many hours day, my game is better thn ever, I like my thinkin about spots, I like that I know basically every spot wat to do and with wat diff, wat benefits and so on...I simply know wat am doin, I like it...that s wat I focuse on, not results, but it s just soo hard after this longer period of shit run to go grab all the powers every day, again, use all the knowledge and just watch all the thin% equity guys winnin and winnin :/----

GL us...it s a fight...

Sup...

Had another losin session afternoon, not gonna talk details.

Took evening off, watched somewhat interesting movie called Lay the Favorite (also called Lady Vegas) with Bruce Willis, Catherine Zeta-Jones, Vince Vaughn, Rebecca Hall, Joshua Jackson...Wouldnt say it s A movie, more like B movie, can be even very bad movie for someone who doesnt know anytin about gamblin...yup, it s about gamblin, las vegas, as I said, somewhat interesting, like the acting - notin big, but nice.

Very spoiler: