Well..
Here I am..
...again
Where to start?
I played poker first time ages ago. I did well as an newbie then got tilted, lost everything, had break, came back, got tilted, spew everything, had break..
and like that I went through same circle over and over again.
Poker always lures me when I feel bit desperate about some life situation or feel absolutely bored. Not that I am broke. But more that I would like to try and win some..
I know quite a bit about poker and learned a lot in the past. New stuff I have learned I am trying to forget and get back to basics. In some sense I can turn pro with what I know. Yet..
I have big enemy called tilt.
I used to have enormous patience, huge working ethics and drive. Most of it though.. Seems to be gone.
One of the reasons I never tried hard enough is because I was never forced to go out of my comfort zone. In anything. Life made easy. And quite frankly. Even if I had hard situations in my life. I never could give enough sh.t about it.
My last tilt was really nasty and parted me with poker for quite a long time. Again
There were many reasons. Pressure at work, home, sickness & my wife that always went onto interrupting me as much as she could etc..
Now I feel more settled and will try to have another shot.
This "blog" will be simple as always.
1/ see if I can keep my focus
2/ share some words with others