
Well basically nothing new 
I dropped near 900$ today and yesterday. I didnt put huge volume 516 games in two days are really bad but i fear to play. I know this is silly but i think every time i load tables i will see more and more beats. Today i had 5 tables going into AA in bubble at 15$s and 30$s which is never fun but i really laughed when i went into AA somehow i got itm after, to get into AA again
I am proud of myself because i never act like monkey. No punches, no swears, no curses, nothing. I believe this is 100% on Mental Game of Poker. I definitely should have read it before and even though i havent finished it yet, i ordered the second book of Jared Tendler. I do believe it was a huge mistake that i didnt read it yet
So far i have succeed to not write shit in chat at all the last 2 weeks, i succeed to be more willing to not whine at all about variance and i succeed to accept that i will always run bad. I dont believe i will ever catch my ev and i try to improve my game
Whine sometimes, chat writing, looking my graph every day and be pissed, drained a lot of my energy and now i focus on how i can spent this energy productively. I review at least 10 hands every day no matter what. Sometimes if i have no hands at all i review hands of the previous day
Today pokerstars contact with me for security reasons. Nothing serious but among others i wrote
Moreover, i would be worried more of the integrity of yours as i run 283bis bellow ev in 9m hypers and another 206bis bellow ev in 9m turbos. If you feel so worried about integrity please give my ev back
turbos:
hypers:
Thank you in advance
I train every day. I start insanity again but now i am ready. I am equipped with mats, so i can jump as hard as i want, without making noise. I have done 5 times the cardio workout and i will start the full program when i see i do the cardio workout without the desire to vomit. I have lost 1.5kgs the last days but my body feels very good atm even though it isnt a huge difference weight wise
I download to see Breaking Bad and Mad Men. I saw the first two episodes of breaking bad and i didnt like it. I hope it will be better afterwards. 0 episodes so far in Mad Men. The last episode of Game Of Thrones was a dissapointment. I would prefer to end it in e09. Nothing happened. Be serious. 10 episodes? Are you kidding me? Get 15-18 episodes fucking idiots. wtf is that? Now we wait 6 months for another 10 episodes. Congrats!!! Favourite characters tywin lannister and Jaqen H'ghar. Rooting for Daenyris win though
From books i am in page 700 of Eragon. Propably i will finish it till Sunday. I have read most of Mental Game of Poker and today arrived the second. I definitely recommend both books. I always was books>movies even though i am a huge fan of both. When i finish last book of Eragon, i will read another one which is ''Be Rich'' or sthing. A gift for my mom. I will give a ''review'' after i finish it
Rooting for Chelsea to win 6 cups this year. Epl, league cup, fa cup, champions league, uefa super cup and Club world cup. If someone can do it, his name is Jose
Gl me
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