Made a rest. I spend almost all Satuday away from PC. I thought I rested but it's so frustrating to lose hand after hand after hand.... I am still losing. I played 4 session will play one more and I am done for today.
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@juve92RNMD, Jumbleboy
Thanks guys 
I hope it.
He came with 29bb
25 hands latter he went away with 700$ of mine. Today I went broke on two rooms. Alliases on on pt4 doesn't work. I never was in worse mindset shape. At least I finded out one thing that I can really improve. I was only focused on how much hours I put in poker. It was like 10-14 hours of work every single day. I woke up, went work, went to gym, work, went to sleep. In the meantime I made short breaks but was working all day long. It's very frustrating when you work whole day to lose money.
Since today I made a limit how much hours I can work to focus only on most important things. I've read about: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Parkinson 's_law and it seems very fine for me. This month seems like that. I am down probably around 2.5k but I can't add aliasses next thing to tilt the hell out of me....
At least I have around 1.5k$ from rakeback this month so it won't be as bad... Anyway I spew some money each day because I just can't handle all those situations. I have just to do my work it will pass.....
So much won! 
Today:
Terrible month but at least I've earned some money
This month was very tought for me. I think it was hardest of all months. I am ashamed about my lifestyle lately. I was eating a lot of junks was playing computer games a lot and didn't read anything. 3 weeks ago I ate 14 pizzas in a week. That was the moment when I said: "Fuck it, I can lose but I won't live that way". I felt bad so I was playing dota 2 and was eating pizza or other crap. I told my roomate that if he's going to see me ordering pizza I give him 100 pln. Week latter I told him that if he see me playing in Dota 2 one more time in my life I also give him 100 PLN. It works great for me. I love win I hate lose so when I have problems with something I remind about punishment and I do my job. I've seen it in Champions Stand Up One More Time and since than it works great for me.
I've lost 3 kg in 2 weeks. I have very strict and extreme diet. I work out 4 times a week again. I get better. I eat a lot of vegetables with meat, a lot of eggs, fish. Anyway Polish Goverement took 50$ in taxes for 80$ worth sumplements that I've order from America..... I realized how everything is changing. Two years ago I've been to Germany and it was all. Now I've been to Amsterdam, Prague, Budapest, Valencia. I am also going to Croatia this month for meeting with Gordon, Hans, Rovar and Daniel. We are going to have some life coaching, some talks about the company, how to improve Rake Back supports, how to grow company and other things. If it wasn't enough friend aggred to go with me to Columbia in September.
A lot of changes. I always wanted to travel around the world. The funny thing is that all of my travels was rather cheap. Travel to Valencia costed me 3 euro 50 cents. I've been to Budapest by flight for 5 $ or so. Prague was also cheap. I'll probably spend like 1000 euro for 3 days in Croatia but it's my first more expensive travel.
Interesting to see how you are handling both in good times and in bad times.
We all need some break from time to time to do some junky things.
But it s hard to get back on track after that so hat off in front of you that u ve managed to get back 
Next year by this time I promise you I will be there too, to meet you all guys !! ♠_biggrin:
Cheers !
Originally posted by pufarine
Interesting to see how you are handling both in good times and in bad times.
We all need some break from time to time to do some junky things.
But it s hard to get back on track after that so hat off in front of you that u ve managed to get back
Next year by this time I promise you I will be there too, to meet you all guys !! ♠_biggrin:Cheers !
@pufarine
It's hard that's why I did those commitments with punishments etc. Come to us
First cheat day:
So far I ate 2/3 of this. I can't play anymore becuase I am feel like pucking. I want to go crazy with calories today to test how big of impact it will have on cutting fat.
Today's graph:
Almost last month in one session.
Originally posted by Jumbleboy
man, I ate that "Dezert" and it was awesome! Need to visit you to take one more ♦
Be my guest!
I am not happy with my results. Just eneded grind I have commitments and still a lot of work to do.
almost fall sleep but I remind myslef it's still 30 min Spanish left.... Great I'll go to bed at 5:20....
Originally posted by Jumbleboy
best month, go go go!
seems like gr8 plan 
Damn I have to do this Spanis lessons as one of the first things. I was so exhausted after grind sessions that I was checking facebook of strange ppl for like 30 min before I wrote this post.... Still 30 min left I am tiered like fuck so I am gonna start learning just after it.
Spanish done, poker done. I learn to multitable it's pain in the ass to 3-4 table. I get exhausted soooo easy but it's going to increase my hourly even that my winrate will go down.
I go back to posting at Tuesdays, Thursdays and Sundays at English blogs. Have to go back to work still Spanish left.
