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This month so far:
One night I went out to drink with my best female friend and she took her female friend. I go back to home earlier at 3:30 or so. I realize that idea of her making ONS with someone else wake me awake for whole night. I told my roomate that I have to call her and ask her for date otherwise I'll give him 50 PLN (gave other 50 to other friend) I hate word: "date" so it was even harder. I've called her and told her what I felt. I told her it's kind of weird because I treat her like friend but thinking about her doing ONS with someone else was killing me and I was awake for whole night because of it. I said her I'd like to take her on a date. She laught. I thought WTF but I got it in a minute, it wasn't the way how she lughs. She was very nervous. She told me she will call me latter on and we will talk about it.
I felt gr8. Four years ago I couldn't say anything direct to this girl. She was the one who makes me breathless. It pased. But still it was very hard for me. I did my job. She called, now she was very nervouse. I was making jokes about it but come one! When she call me, she can talk for like 20-30 min non stop. Back then we were silent for 3-4 min, then we said two phrases then again we were silent for 3-4 min. It ended up that she didn't say anything about it latter on but she started to call me every single day. She founded out I end my work at 2 AM and she founded out that I can't talk at non so she start to calling me at 2 AM every night for week or two and all was fine, until she stars doing something I trully hate. She start talking about her male friend she met. Idk she wanted to make me jealous or what but I truly hate it. When my ex wanted to make me jealous talking about some sisy that she met in a bar I ended up at female friend home and I stayed with her at night. When they do it before anything start, well it was nice to meet you
Anyway she was talking something about it so I just found new girl. It took me like 2-3 days. She called me yesterday and asked do I want to go with her to the gym with jaccusi for free. I was preparing for gym myself so I thought that it's nice idea and off I went. I must say I was amazed. Usually chicks just "blah blah blah, I am tiered blah blah blah" I wish they would say at least: "Please don't force me to do those squads. I can do whatevery you'd like." Anyway it's usually end that way but first you have listen this bitching for a loooong time.... ♦ She was different she was doing everything and as you probably know you have to show girls very exactly. What means touching them everywhere to make the right moves (it's funny but with male friend it looks like that: "dude watch me, do it like that" but when you explain the same thing to girl you do "ok I'll help you, come closer" (you grab her hips and do all the exercsie with her)) After our session I was so turned on. She saw I was thinking about something and she asked me about it. I told her usually I am a bit turned on after gym, but now I am very. We were making fun that I'll watch her ass growing (while doing quads) and so forth then..... jelousy strikes again!! I just couldn't believe it 
I think she will always screw up something At least it's good. I went home earlier that I planed and was working more. I just chilled for today evening. Btw I remind myself funny thing. I've seen a picutre with a man cleaning the house. Below there were phrase with something like that: "The fastes cleaning machine is a man who suppose to get laid" With this new chick we were scheduled at 19:00 I've called her today and wanted to ask about making it a bit latter and she asked about 21:00. SOOOOO MUCH WIN! Most often that late meeting end up in one way. Anyway I need to be prepare for everything so I have to clean my room today. I am very very courius about it. Right now it seems she's hitting on friends with benefits. Damn it's sooooo good it's gotta be true. It's gotta.....
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