Sup everyone, some of you might have followed my other thread and if you did, you prob got excited following the crazy swongs I have endured from nl2 up to 400.to put things in perspective, here is my life time graph:, along with my winrate by stakes:
as you might have noticed I went down from grinding ssnl to playing nano stakes plenty of time, even though I have never admitted it in my former blog, but I have grinded few bankrolls from nl2 all the way to nl100 in few days, obv tankrolling and sunrunning everyone on my way up. I had a very good run last summer early july all the way to nl200 where I started table selecting first and just grinding a living, but quickly ended up batteling every single reg hu, playing in all regs line ups with nano edges etc ... tbh I crushed regular tables pretty hard, lost a fair bit playing snap (zoom like) you can see my winrate on both above.
so basically I was battelling everyone and somehow soul reading and sunrunning like a lucky penny, then variance took its turn along with tilt and some real life issues, I quickly recovered from the first downswing after getting my things together and studying my game religiously. but a combination of tilt, real life emergency expenses, runbad, weak mental game etc .. led me to be completely busto. luckily now I managed to grind my way up from a 120$ br to a 1500$ br over 39k hands, girraf incoming:
Now that I have reviewed my game for weeks , while being busto and waiting for the 120$ that I owe someone to hit my netelller, decided to try to give it a shot at truly being a consistent winner at midstakes. Wich would mostly includes bankroll and life management, as you can see I'm +EV on all stakes over 1.5m hands except for nl400 (the most stupid shot I took ever haha), so I am going to make a list of goals on here and try to keep track of my progress, hope you guys will enjoy following the crazy swongs the poker gods make me endure :f_biggrin:.
Goals short term(1 month):
- buy leak buster and review my game more in depth.
- buy the mental game of poker and read it.
- try to keep a solid mindset and avoid tilt (I'll be the only judge on that at the end of the month lol).
- stop battelling regs over 0.0002bb/100 edges just because I get bored when theres no action (aka bumhunt)
- no more snap poker, for some reason I'm just getting destroyed there, maybe I level myself too much hudless
long term goals (by July 1st):
- Monthly average of 75k hands a month min with a 5bb/100 winrate at minimum.
- only withdraw rakeback for living expenses
- withdraw 5000euros to neteller for a new car, as my current one is as good as a mule.
- withdraw 1700us for a trip to morroco in mid april.
-constantly review sessions and work on mental game mostly.
I know monetary goals aren't a good thing when it comes to poker, especially when recovering from a downswing; but I likes challenges, the main challenge here is to be disciplined and getting used to the 6 days hourly grind/study. I feel confident and very motivated right now (obv since running on an upswing :f_biggrin:) , I will keep track of my progress and maybe some random thoughts on here just to keep me sharp and disciplined, and we'll see how things work 
What a ride. :sfishg::sfishy:
and following.
