So i have some weaknesses, which are just really hurting my poker carrier:
DISTRACTED, UNCONTROLLED THOUGHTS --> my mind just jumps around, and gets bored at the the tables
RESULT ORIENTED --> Feeling bad when loosing, feeling bad when making a mistake / not focusing on the game as much as i could (a little bit too maximalist with my expectations!)
BAD PRODUCTIVITY --> When i feel bad, i just don't wanna play and wasting a lot of time on stupid things (not enough discipline)
I think my strategic thinking is pretty ok in most spots. I have to develop a much strong mental side, so from now on i will mostly work on that.
First action is going to be more mindfulness meditations / visualization. I will watch Finding Your A-Game series from Erik on PS and EightfoldPathToPokerEnlightenment from Tommy Angelo, and apply some concepts slowly.
I will not post daily graphs, only weekly or monthly graphs. Trying to be more concrete with my goals, but set easier ones.