Hey all, sorry for missing my regular updates, i have very busy last 2 days and some very important decisions before that.
I had problems with my time management I have talked to my coach, and finally said out loud what is bugging me in past 23 days that i dont work in FT job and have full day to organize my self.
And thats it, that is what was bugging me most, i had 24h to organize as i want and in 23 days i still didnt find a best way (at least way that is satisfying my expectations) to make my time management, mostly my study management.
It is easy to sit down and play for 4 or 6 hours and your done. But i had trouble in organizing my studying work and making it 100% effective and i feel very bad and i can say even mad on my self about that. I do put in hours but i not satisfied how i spent them, i think i need to be more focused because i have so much things to do and if i dont organize properly it will all fall apart.
When i ended my FT job i thought i have it all under control, but its really hard to make your own time and schedule and to follow it 100% as you do when some one else is paying you to work and not yourself.
So now i made some drastic changes and i feel far better now with my time management and the way i do things.
I thought about ways to change my time management and the way i was studying.
First i got rid most of the entertaining stuff from my PC, they never took too much time but now it wont took any. Now when im not working (poker activities) im not going to sit at computer, i will go out, take a walk or something.
Decided that i wont have time management that is set the same for every day.
I will make a schedule for every upcoming day in details regarding everything (poker and other activities), in that way i will be able to make the things i said i will because if i use one time management for each day there may be some stuff that i need to do in time when i was supposed to study or grind and when i skip something later on it messes up with schedule.
And one more thing is good about this way of working, if i dont feel grinding in my grinding time, if i have fixed time management ill push my self to do it now and not later, but this way i can plan the things when and how i want to do just around 8 hours in advance so i will be more likely to stay in same mindset and i will be in good mood to do them.
For example,
At 10am session with Jernej (10-11am)
At 11am im going to do HH review for 1h, after that i will spent 1h on forum activities (posting hands, replying posts etc.)
At 12am i will rest to 1pm and then gonna do one session of grind (around 2-2,5h long)
At 3-3,30pm i will need to go to help my girlfriends brother to do some work in their apartment (i will be back home at around 6,30pm)
6,30-7pm will eat dinner, take a shower and do 2nd session of grind (around 1,5h long each)
After that update forum and blog.
I posted this example to make it easy for you guys if you have same or similar problems, now this is working really good for me, i am satisfied with how i deal and organize things.
And for last 2 days, i am now in Zadar with my gf at her parents house, we will stay here until Monday and then heading back home in Zagreb, i have brought my laptop with me to do some study and play while here but i feel so strange when it comes to study and grind when not home. Dont have any regular schedule and i have hard time adjusting to this way of working, to grab some chance when i am free and do some work, i am used to have specific time to do the work.
In about half hour we are going for swim and to chill on the beach so when we get back i plan to do 2 hours of studying and 2h of grind, will see if it is doable 
So by the end of the week i will do as much work as possible and next, like Peđa like to say, going in fanatic mode
Will push my self to speed up this whole study and grow process as possible, not in a way to mess all things up and do more damage then good and to steadily grind 60 tournaments per day which would result in 1800 tournaments per month. I need to make this game profitable enough for me very soon
Im turning this little poker corner of mine in grinding station nest. I got new chair and next thing that i need is bigger table, that i will get without any expences since i know one guy who doesnt need his very little used one so ill take his and put it to good use 
