I feel that this is key month to me and my poker carrier, i need to continue with new and better time management + to put more effort and give my best and i think my best will be enough to make it.
Currently i have problem with downswings, running below EV and the main thing i tilt about the most is not the money but injustice tilt, it gets to me when i loose like 5 times in a row with better hand, which is normal thing, but when i last for few days it affect my mind set and i start to make it easier bad things to happen, to run even worse etc.
Last weekend i was lets call it on vacation and past few days i lost some time on some things less important then poker, so i will need to face the fact that if i dont isolate my self from all and put like 100000% i wont make it and will have to quit this eventually, im not just writing this now and when i close this browser i will just forget about it, i mean it and i know i will be facing very difficult decisions if i dont do what i need to.
I fixed my time management with i was unsatisfied, i feel good about new one and how i organize things, now i need to make them all and more, will need to simply crawl into a hole (study, grind and work) and stay there until i make it. It shouldnt be too hard for me to isolate, i dont have any plans or obligations for this month and i dont really have any good friends here or family to spend time with, only gf and she is giving me full support for what im doing and what i plan to do, so if i dont make it, its just because i didnt work hard enough.
Today i will do:
12-13h - Review HH (bubble from yesterday)
13-15h - Grind 1st session
15-16h - lunch, rest
16-18h - Grind 2nd session
18-19h - listen to MGOP2
19-19:30h - break
19:30-21:30 - Grind 3rd session
21:30-22h - Work on HU
Going to do updates always on the day after.


