Ok, I'm back at the tables again!
I took the past week off of poker because I was feeling frustrated while playing so I knew I needed a break. Last weekend I lost my whole FT role playing mtt's and getting deep a number of times without ever getting any big wins. I think this was the main reason for my frustration...it's hard going deep in like 5 tourneys in 2 days without ever getting a good cash. I think I can mostly credit this to bad play as well, which is what really pisses me off. I also lost 3 BI on Nl400, but I think for the most part I played pretty well there.
Anyways... enough about that. Since it's the end of Nov I'll recap my goals.
November Summary
+BB/100 hands at Nl200/400 over 25-30k sample size- Pokertracker says I played about 22k hands at just under 2k profit (all the profit was at Nl200, and pretty much break even Nl400). I know I didn't reach my 25k hands goal, but I still consider this as a completed goal because I was smart enough to take a break when I felt frustrated as opposed to keep grinding (and probably lose) achieved
-watch every mtt/sh video up to platinum- I think I watched them all now at least once achieved
-review every session and never multitable over 6- I think I did a good job in terms of review this monthachieved
-stay active in hand posting forum- achieved
-maintain in control of tilt- I think I played a couple of mtt's on small tilt, but I was smart enough to take a week off when I realized... so I guess I failed this goal but it could have been worse. failed
-16k BR- My end of the month BR stands at 13 900$ after rakeback so just over break even this month. failed
Overall It's hard not to be a little frustrated after making it to 17k and then dropping back to 14k to finish the month break even. I am happy with my cash game progress though, because I continued to beat Nl200. I also played about 10k hands at Nl400 break even which I'm confident I can improve on.
I'll post my december goals when I get a chance... hopefully I can get back to moving in the right direction!