Hi. I read introduction and last post.
First:
If you believe you have no power over your fate - you will have no power over your fate. No matter what you say.
Second:
6 months breaking even?
You are doing it wrong. Play lower or learn more.
Cheers and good "luck". 
I am the best in the world who got recognised and then subsequently controlled. Even running a trillion miles below EV I still rape every reg in 18 mans and did in non-rebuy 180's too until I cashed 8 in 1,000 of them this year at 250% below EV.
If you think an online number genrerator can be random then you're as gullible as a religious person (yes offence). Even a baby could see and sense the bullshit that goes on day after day on pokerstars (and probably all other sites) as the Elite continue to point and laugh hysterically at all the sheep believing what they're told. I say a baby, obvioulsy one with a shred of common sense which any RNG believer must be seriously missing.
I can't speak for anyone else's account but mine does not operate in anything close to within a dinosaur's football park to random. Everything is in waves. I will never ever ever ever ever go any amount of hands winning the correct % of the time for longer than about 45 seconds. My account runs something like this. Wave upon wave of losing 80+% after the turns, 5% rivers, losing preflop 70-30's, KK into AA 70x in a row with losing every sinlge KK v AK....and so on, for X amount of days. Then out of nowhere, for one day only it's the total opposite, can't miss. Does that ever carry onto the next day? Never. Not in the 12+ years I've been playing anyway. Absolutely any kind of winning day whatsoever will always always be folllowed by total 99-1 losing disasterousness, incessantly hand after hand after hand, even if it is clawed back slightly by the end of the day, the beginning is always pure hell.
Where is the randomness in this? Law of averages states you're just as likely to run any given way as any other given way. So then where are my longer-than-a-day stretches of total EVness? It never exists, ever, ever.....EVER!! To achieve my 10% or whatever ROI, I must run constantly to -50% ROI then have a random day of 5000% to catch up, essentially 100000000 steps backwards, 100000001 forward. It's pure nonsense, can't happen IRL... it's BULLRIG!!!!!!
So, after months and months of downright bullrig I was forced to find a stake. I could get pretty much the highest ROI's in $3-$7 but no matter how much you grind them you're just getting nowhere fast. So I found a stake of 60/40 to play 18's upto $60, STT's only to $15 for some odd reason, MTT's upto $20 and so on. Received x amount at beginning of February and needed a reload recently. These are the only two times I've heated in any way shape or form, when a deposit's been made, and ofc they only last 1.5-2 days max. Other than that it's been the usual absolute hell. I've cashed out a few times and since the last time I did 30th March, the graph absofuckinglutely rocketed earthwards and at record shattering rate, as if u ever needed more proof how rigged this fuckhole site is.
Yesterday I cashed nearly 50% of all 18's played yet it amounted to fuck all cuz nearly every one I got 4th, having been CL and watched every bubble and 4 handed section of play last 55 levels at least, infinity doulbe ups from shorties, and spastics calling my jams to massive -evness, having no worries as their flushes insta flopped time and again.
180's are like another world to me now. Before I would usually profit and make a good few FT's in nearly every session I played. Now I'm 400 buy-ins down in non rebuy 180's stretching back to a year ago. The same old patterns are happening every sinlge day, I hit a set about 1 in 150 set mines (isn't it meant to be one in 7.5?????? Not in land me laddo!!!!!!!), any set I do hit will be with AA, so not needed and an action killer. Otherwise it will be an AIPF in which I was winning before the flop, so again, completely wasted luck.
The usual coolers and constant set ups, especialy late in 180's, down to the last 16 and under. Jeez if I could change the outcome of just one hand per game in those in the past two years I could be 100k up, no exaggeration.
One non stop pattern occuring almost 100% of the time is when having AK and going to a flop, flop is always ALWYAS Qxx or J9x, and whale who flatted by 1000x 3bet and threw his newborn baby into the bargain with Q2o, will hit it 100000000000000000% of the time. I'm not even joking I'm dead serious., yearrrrrrrrrrrrs of it. Another funny one is going to a flop with KK, again said whales flatting gigantic 3bets and so on, not a sinnnnnnnnnnnnnnngle flop is Aceless. Not one..oh wait I counted the first one today in a month I seem to recall.
Every single 18-man is the same, in so many I'm monster CL, get to 6 left shit starts to go totally the opposite way. Any 80-20 can safely be bet against once it's close to bubble, or just past bubble. 100% of games I'm like 15k v 4k, 4k and 4k I wll come 4th. Usually that's after about an hour of shorty double ups, like 20 AIPF's with no eliminations, you get the picture, over and over and over and over and over, no change, ever..ever....ever. Complete and utter total bullshit. Then I watch a reg who's getting a consistant 10% in mid mid stake 18's do shit like getting in TPshitkicker on 89Tss vs a continuation from a 3b pre followed by a 3x raise!!!! So I'm like wtf??? This retard gets 10% ROI playing like a massive cunt and genius here gets fuck all ever, AM I THE FUCKING TRUMAN SHOW OR WHAT??????????
On the volume side I have to pay 2.5k games a month minimum else my cut is 50-50. I've been managing thanks to hypers though. Still not getting enough hours in to do it in turbos due to a few months of life problems, moving house, no internet, the usual shit. But am going for it atm in turbos only, leaving those shitty hypers out of it. I say going for it, each day starting out with the intention of not stopping until I've been sat there 8hrs, then absolute soul crushing rig puts paid to that.
Talking of hypers wtf are these 18m KO things with the most retarded payouts u ever saw?? Seriously have these idiots at stars got a fucking cllllllllllllllue?????? Nearly 9% rake I won't be touching them. They're clearly yet another massive amaya scam.
On the 9th Of May I got 3rd in the Hot(ter) $55 for 9k. Wasn't happy in the slightest as I was CL 3 handed and got royally screwed over as per, being denied the 18k 1st or even 12k for 2nd place. Ever since then it's back to normal, I've not grinded as much as I should, didn't reach the 2500 game mark as contracted to for that month, simply out of pure fear of what I 100% knew was coming, and for the small part that I have played, indeed it has been the case....PURE RUNHELL!!
To be ousted in such a sickening way, knowing you're easily as skillful as any other poker player but being powerless to do anything about the rig that is 1000000000% starts to every day being grossly under EV, about 5% of those starts ever come back to end up even or even god forbid, slightly above, to know that every day of your life you're defying math to an incredible degree to the point where u can barely even lift your arm to click the mouse anymore...I mean it's soul crushing. It will end in disease and death no question of that. The curse that is my account will breed nothing but ill health, yet I continue in the vain hope that some day, just maybe SOME DAY... those hook nosed motherfuckers finally relent and allow TRUE expectation to arrive to my life like a REAL deck of cards should. It won't happen, I have to resign myself to having an 80% losing day career while sunrunners like betziugeorge and so on can make hilariously high variance terrible calls in the name of a "knockout" yet continue on with a perfectly smooth upward graph that rarely ever deviates and could easily be mistaken for that of a HU graph. It's as much bullshit as the Americunt government.
So glad this blog still running. Please keep updating dangermowse. I wish you good ah whats the point.
Indeed what IS the point? Nothing can make any difference to the vile grip controllers have over the distribution of money on Stars. Last 3 days I've played 750 games in 12 hours, equating to 63 games/hr, and lost over 100 abi's.
This pic shows all SnG's since my Hot 55 score, which is now 6 weeks ago. The graph is chip ev, the summary is self explantory, and the bb/100 evbb/100 difference is nearly 200%.
Nothing out of the ordinary...but it is when it's the trillionth time in 12 years with absolutely zero heater streaks ever ever ever in my life.
Wow what an epic $3r 180 that just was. 150k with 13 left, AKs < KQo, next hand QJs < JTo, next hand QTo smashed into QQ bvb and dead. I was 1/179 and literally led the ENTIIIIIIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRE game, at every second of every bl;ind level I was CL down to 13 then cunted in 3 consecutvie hands HAHAHAHAHAH fresh records shattered daily.
I have lost 75% of days played since May the 1st, and that is 80% SnG's, prob bigger % than that. Over 2 million chips below EV since the Hot 55 score.
Every day the same, absolute unfathomable completely impossible card distribution that you couldn't imagine in your wildest dreams. So so soul crushing it's just nononononononoooooooooooon stop. Not one raise gets through uncontested, not one flop arrive in my favour. Every single marginal situation, let's say u raise BVB with 99 and it comes 25Jr, it's always going in in these situations that you're not especially deep, general SnG stacks. They've ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS flopped with J3o. Say you're too petrified to cbet vs a BB defend on 68Q holding AKo. The turn comes a 4 and he leads out massive into you...EVERY....SINGLE....TIME. HTF have they got it EVERY....SINGLE....TIME??? SO you start calling down light...SOMEONE'S GOTTA BE FUCKING BLUFFING!! Sometimes they are, most of the time not. U limp trap from SB vs BB with 99, YESSS!! He's jammed T3o. oh hey TTTTTTT flop, how unsual to see you here!!! You arrive at 180 FT's or 18man bubbles as GIGATNIC stack, then watch 75 blind levels go by of shorties doubling up a thousand times over and it's you the first cunt eliminated. Every 99 jam has TT waiting, EVERY AQ jam has AK waiting, EVERY button vs blinds or BVB situation has no one gholding worse than 10%...EVERY...SINGLE...HAND. Button raises 15bb eff, his stats say RFI seventy thousand percent so you rejam lightish...no mate, it's AA..EVERY....SINGLE...TIME. A million other scenarios I could spell out. Here's a housebot hand. http://www.boomplayer.com/poker-hands/Boom/20048398_736696BF98 Simply fucking hilarious. Never ending, day in day out, week, month, year in year out. 12th year of it. JSUT FUCKING WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTT????????????
Just look at this 180 graph. 
From November 2014 it's 5,000 games break even. Apparently we had SUCH A MASSIVE INLFUX OF GENIUS PLAYERS ARRIVE ON THE SCENE, that suddenly poker is no longer beatable..oh wait, or was that shortly after Amaya took over??? COINCIDENCE!!! As if Scheinberg's clan was riggy efuckingnough!! Hundreds of other regs graphs can be seen at all different stages of the past few years, go consistently upwards, then BLAAAAMMMMM, oh no you don't sonny Jim, we'll put a stop to that!!! There is no fucking way on this planet everyone's graphs have gone to shit from player getting better, especially from the level of play I've been seeing consistently. I can quite honestly say there's as much horrific play as there was in 2006! So how the masssive difference in winnings potential? Cuz it's rigged to fucking shit that's why. The system is SO OBVIOUSLY programmed to make the regs, and particularly the better regs, lose far more showdowns vs recs. I see it with my own eyes, I play enough hands professionally from 2008 to know and FEEL what is going on here and you know you can feel it too, you're just too fucking scared to admit it. Stars are constantly making horrific changes to stuff trying to force regs out of the game. Look at the latest atrocious changes to the table themes. Moving the player's names from outside the table in 6max to inside the table, so it looks disgusting and we have to adjust our HUD layouts. Then the chat box, and what's with the fucking font in the betting box??? ARE U ACTUALLY SERIOUS?? Is the pokerstars software manager a 4yr old inbred fucking retarded CUNT??????????????
It's so PAINSTAKINGLY obvious what's gong on here yet you all do fuck all about it, you can't even admit it to yourselves. I bet anything we could put my 4-5 million hands together along with some other run horrific players, get them dissected by proper mathemticians and have a case to take to court. But course you know judges would be INSTRUCTED to rule in favour of theElite who run the fucking rigged to death world. SCUM!!!!!!!!!!!
Sick run 
There is probobly guy out there running above EV same amount as you are down 
Yh, he's probably called betziugeorge, or abarone68, or FEDOR TERRIBLE AT POKER LUCKBOX HOLZ or CHARLIE 5BET EVERY HAND BLATANTLY OBVIOUSLY WITH J2o BUT STILL WIN ANY FUCKING WAY CARREL. you're right.
Danger – first of all I just want to say you’re my inspiration, and part of my reason for living. After all the bad beats you’ve been dealt, hand after hand, tournament after tournament, year after year, you STILL continue to slug it out in the pits like a true hero would. I can’t believe the software is so rigged against you. Only sophisticated programmers could even begin to crack your play so we both KNOW it is intentional. I hope they get what they deserve. I know you will do well, its only a matter of time! You are definitely one of the top players in the world! I will tell phil ivey about you if I ever make it to las vegas for the WSOP ME!!!!
thankyou and well done for finding the only remaining forum in the world you aren't banned from 
So, we're still on 70%+ losing days on the year, nothing is changing, no 99/1 races are being won. Somehow I managed to get a contract extension of another 6 months, fuck knows how mind you. The general pattern of this contract has gone as follows. 100abi cash injection. Instant 100abi downswing, 100 abi reload. Spend another 3-4 weeks breaking even then somehow win a decent amount (IN ONE DAY ONLY!!!!) to clear MU and take some wages for bread and water. Back to 100abis, following week sees the guaranteed nailed on 100 abi+ downswing after a win of sorts. Bring back from almost zero to BE again, another 100 abi swing ensues, another reload required. Spunk nearly all of that getting close to 200 abi's in MU wen suddenly ONE WINNING DAY...is enough to clear MU and take some profit. Again back to 100 abi's and AGAAAAAAIN straight down to zero again in virtually 100 straight games, bring it back some but ultimately end up back there for YET ANOTHER reload. Looking at multiple 100 abi downswings a month, 70+% losing days. Ah I hear you say, this is what an MTT player has to endure. No mate I PLAY FUCKING SMALL FIELD SNG'S!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well a few MTT's with it. The incessant vile patternised generator of pure bullshit just WILL NOT EVER EVER EVER RELENT!! Just fucking incredible in my 12yr of playing poker the god awful runcunt continues. I spent alot of time watching the likes of epiphany and Fedor during WCOOP and my god it's fucking hilarious how on absolute raging fire they run. Sure they have some average bluffing and hero calling skills, who doesn't? But their general play of flatting every and any sized 3bet with marginal holdings and marginal stack sizes and never failing to bink the world is nothing short of the whaliest play imaginable. Nothing but luck tards these kids that's a fact, with gigantic fundamental leaks. Makes me sick
Originally posted by dangermowse
Just look at this 180 graph.From November 2014 it's 5,000 games break even. Apparently we had SUCH A MASSIVE INLFUX OF GENIUS PLAYERS ARRIVE ON THE SCENE, that suddenly poker is no longer beatable..oh wait, or was that shortly after Amaya took over??? COINCIDENCE!!!
It indeed was a coincidence. The real reason why 180-mans abruptly became less beatable in October 2014 was that Spin & Gos appeared and most of the SNG fish went there.
Bullfuckignshit.
And what a FANTASTIC day we're having once more. Check these absolutely BELTERS!!
First of all a FT bubble for close to chip lead, 90% turn http://www.boomplayer.com/en/poker-hands/Boom/20953728_C1C4749B33
Next STONE bubbled this MTT in 54th, 53 paid thanks to this absolute WEAPON making a minus 50 million $ call. On another table was one ante who folded. http://www.boomplayer.com/en/poker-hands/Boom/20954476_55A6EA1812
Another 90% turn cunting http://www.boomplayer.com/en/poker-hands/Boom/20954525_11FCADF985
Years, decades, millennia!!!!!!!!!
