The past
I am returning to poker after about 2 years of not playing. Prior to starting out on my poker journey last time i spent a lot of effort in match betting and EV gambling, making about £8,000 in just under a year. Due to changes in how free bets are taxed and more people taking up match betting this started to dry up so i decided to switch to poker. Unfortunately, I got too fixated on the idea of making money through poker taking every loss as a personal affront. I worked on my mental game reading The Mental Game of Poker 1 & 2, probably without putting enough of it into practice. I tried a donkey button that locked me out of accounts when pressed. But to no avail I kept throwing money away, so decided to just call it a day.
The present
I have come back to poker partly out of boredom but also that i did enjoy the learning and i don't want to feel like poker "beat me". I have had a quick dabble back in the pond, but am starting it all from today as I was mainly messing around.
I am going to be starting a NL2 Zoom. I like to play Zoom because of the increased volume, but also I find that i can concentrate more on a few tables going faster that lots of tables going slowly. I also have a short attention span (which isn't ideal)...
I know my biggest leaks from last time, and from my little dabble over the last few days they seem to still be there, are;
- Tilt
- Predicting (through the previous action) what hand the villain is holding, but even when I consider I am beaten I still can't find the fold button.
- Not being able to pick a bluff spot correctly, and then get wed to the bluff on all 3 streets even if the cards make it even worse.
- Not stealing enough, making my red line plummet quicker than my blue line can rise.
The future
I'm not trying to make a living from it (full-time job is £50k+ so the desire for money should be less of a factor), and for the foreseeable future not even make a little bit of extra pocket money. It is going for the enjoyment of learning the game.
As it is just for enjoyment i might mix in a few tournaments because every now and then they take my fancy, but it will be from a casual angle rather than something i am likely to study.
I don't have any real plans for the blog, I'm not running a bankroll challenge but for a goal i would like to get to NL10 as a winning player. I got close last time before variance broke me, so hopefully can get further this time.
I make no commitment to this blog, if i start to lose interest i will probably just leave it as I want to play pressure-free and solely for the challenge of learning the game. So it might die young, but hopefully not.


























