been 3 or 4 days now since I have been able to play a single hand or even do anything involving poker.
I have only had time to read the updates of the blogs I follow here but most are quiet I guess because of the holidays.
Something bad did happen though, I did start to get the feeling like I am falling behind and like I MUST PLAY.
I was fearing I would feel like this after a solid month of play throughout March. I know I hit a downer but
I still came out ahead for one and even if I did not, I met all my goals so it was a fantastic month.
The whole point of everything now though including starting from a quarter was to teach myself that we as dedicated
players who choose to take this on long term, will get there when we get there. If I go rushing in and squeezing
in games I do not have the time for to meet my volume goals and increasing tables goals I am only going to
end up more pissed off and frustrated then when I would feel beginning the session because I can not possibly
be ready for one with everything going on right now.
I am reminding myself that this whole thing is a LONG TERM process and wether I play or not for even the next
2 weeks is irrelevant. I mean look at how long of a break I took from when I said fuck this game about FL and
I came back like nothing was missed. Then throughout the end of last year I also had very little time to play.
It has changed nothing. I am still developing at a fast and steady pace and I would only damage that pace
by forcing in play time that I do not have.
On a side note, someone very close to me is having surgery tommorow and I am taking them into the hospital.
I was kidding with them and told them once they go under I will just walk across the street and sit down at
the brick and mortar there for some $1 $2 NL.
They thought I was serious so I went with it for a while even got a brochure printed and everything.
I said don't worry I will be back by the time you wake up unless of course I get really deep in one of these MTTS...
Then I am sure you would understand....
Anyways humor always helps in ackward or scary situations like that.
So it looks like I am at least 2 or 3 more days away from any play time or even serious study time.
I will bring the book with me as I will have hours to wait around and I will use those to read something but I
will probably not even be in the mindset to glean anything form the book so it will prolly be TV or some
mindless magazine FTW.
Thanks for reading.

