OK, so today is over, and I have only played 12 games. I did not have time for more. I ended up winning ~$50 though.
It was just a matter of playing mostly the same way but having hands hold up and not running into so many monsters.
I got a little braver and started posting more and more in the evaluation section.
IDK how stupid it makes me look but I dont care because I am learning fuckloads when those evil gavels come slamming down.
I know I said this before but this is self reinforcement of the fact that it is a good idea to keep trying to say it again.
It's discouraging sometimes to be sooo far off but its also enlightening and pride takes a back seat to the wealth I am gaining in
knowledge.
Alot of the stuff I was learning the most from has been shut off from me untill I reach gold again so it is a little more difficult
to compare some answers with articles but ces la vie.
Tilted once during my 12 games but it was not because villain hit his miracle card.....
it was not because villain played badly and got lucky....
it was because when his miracle card hit every fucking inch of me knew it was his miracle card.
every inch of me said fold now because even though it is unbeleivable, and even though its just sooo bad luckwise, it is the
only possible thing he was hoping for and he has hit it. You know it. FOLD.
and I call.
So I tilted a) by calling and b) by being mad at me not villain.
I was like FUCK I knew it and now I have a small stack wtf and were pretty early.
Its odd because later on in the SNG I was finally forced to push 66 and got called by 66 and JJ.
Talk about drawing dead.
But I did not tilt at that time.
I was not bothered by it only by the fact I did not fold when I KNEW I WAS BEAT!!!!!!!
I hit some pretty shity luck in the end game stages today as well. I kept getting called when abusing and not by shit.
One table the co leader and the second shorty both wake up with JJ and AK and I'm shoving ass.
this happened on 2 other tables but it was co leader and not 2 people and both times with a monster.
I still ended up with 3 firsts 3 seconds and 2 thirds which was fun.
OOPS results orientated there BUT... fuck it because I have been ignoring results while losing all kinds and being way
below that evil bastard of a red line for quite some time now so as I said OOPS!! Whos perfect anyways?
Ok thats it for now thanks for reading.