Success is like a quiet daily set of tasks. It's sitting there and opening a few tables, looking for some fish. It's the sound of tables popping up for action. It's reviewing my play and learning from it. It isn't something big that happens once. It's those small daily things, over and over and over.
Welcome to my journey in Pokerland! Feel free to browse around and even leave a reply. A more complete intro / about me coming soon.
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Hi, welcome to my new blog. Left the other one behind, time for a fresh start in SnG / MTT land. I did keep playing this period, just not consistently. I ashamed of my self and had second thoughts of starting another blog here.
Previously, I wasn't really motivated, didn't have my goals down (setting goals 4 external stuff seems to be bullshit motivation to me). I KINDA wanted success, didn't want it really bad.
Not nearly as bad as I want it know. Some things have happened today between me and my parents. I want to become independent. Being able to sustain myself, from the money I make.
For now, I want to achieve this through poker.
Sorry if this isn't (or won't be) a pretty blog. I will try as much as I can to keep it efficient. I will use it as a tool to keep track of my learning, receive feedback, be accountable for my actions (like "hey, where've you been, dude?"), PROGRESS.
So my main, my only focus in my life now is getting the money, to be able to take care of my self. I do not want a soul destroying 9 to 5 job. I am also involved in a financial project, that will however take time to get results.
The frustration I have with myself that STARED in my face today is that I didn't really want success. Having only a couple of hours / day occupied with university, I only invested 20-25% of my time/focus to get the money. I WANT 100% of my time to go here. I really thought to myself, if after what happened today, I will not WAKE UP and go for it FULL ON, I might as well lay down and die, cause nothing else will make me do this.
Where I will play: Party Poker. I am taking a break from Stars. SnG's give me lots of beats (like, more than normal) there. Anyone else experiencing that?
Party Poker bankroll: 41,35$ at the moment. Another ~80$ are available from another pokersite so I will have a fictional bankroll of ~100$ here on Party.
I will play the minimum, 3$ 1table SnG's.
PRIMARY Goal: By the end of December, make at least 433$ (the necessary money to sustain myself through January). Anything extra may go to my bankroll to help me climb limits. So this means at least ~15$ / Day, 108$ / Week. On a typical day I have 12 free hours (8hours sleep / 4 hours uni) so that should be more than enough.
I will play poker and in the breaks I take from the PC I will train myself for the other project I'm working on. My lazy brain could take some time to adjust but whatevz.
I consider myself to have pretty decent SnG skills.
I will start watching Videos here on Pstrategy as a main learning resource. The bronze vids are enough for now. Playing on party will probably boost my status along the way nicely.
Special thanks to Pilks who supported me on the other blog. I will make you and all others proud.
Daniel


