Originally posted by derStud1986
Hey Twice, I´m following your Thread and maybe you could help me with your opinion. You seems to have the right mindset for a Solution. Maybe you have the time for a short answer. https://forums.pokerstrategy.com/de/forum/thread.php?postid=10684165#post10684165
Thanks
Heyho 
Well, it would take me pages to rly answer properly what I just read in your blog. I obv can't do that, but I will give you a few thoughts:
- It's a very positive thing that you seem to realize and admit your problems and mindset weaknesses. Thats an important first step.
- Dont make the mistake to wallow in self-pity. Your blog entry sounds a bit that you are soooo poor and you have it rly tough. Dont worry, I can tell you its not easy for others as well 
- Just do it. Dont necessarily talk too much about what you wanna change. Just do it!
- Life is not all about competition. Nobody said you have to study fast AND do that AND play poker AND .... Do what makes you happy. If you dont know, sit down on a place where you get inspired and think about it. Then do just that. You will see, energy and powerrrr will be with you and those things you will do with more consequence.