OMG I hardly dare to continue this blog. Yesterday I played...everything went as usual and I was even up some BuyIns. Out of my mind and out of nowhere I played way bigger MTTs 3,30 Bubble-Rush, 5,50 , 7s and 10s. I dont know why. I think doing this so often is my biggest mistake and the reason why I havent run a bigger bankroll in the past. I am down to a little less than 100$. I want to kick my ass...Do you guys have any advice. I downloaded and printed out "the mental game of poker" by jared tendler and I want to read it. It is so frustrating...why do I beat myself. Nevertheless I am not broke and want the blog to continue...which means: Today is "Day Zero" again. I am back at the super micros again and I will share three hands with you.
All three hands were played in a row and at the same table. Its is a 50cent 180man:
PokerStars - 15/30 Ante 4 NL - Holdem - 9 players
Hand converted by PokerTracker 4
BTN: 1,103
SB: 3,897
BB: 1,448
UTG: 1,484
UTG+1: 1,489
MP: 2,787
MP+1: 1,391
Hero (MP+2): 1,448
CO: 1,438
9 players post ante of 4, SB posts SB 15, BB posts BB 30
Pre Flop: (pot: 81) Hero has J♦ J♥
fold, fold, fold, MP+1 raises to 90, Hero calls 90, fold, fold, SB calls 75, BB calls 60
Thoughts preflop: "I pick up JJ and got a 3x in front of me. I like flatting here, because it is an early blindlevel and I have position on the preflop aggressor. The problem with raising is also, that some people just like to punt of preflop and I don't always want to get in JJ 50bb deep. The problem with flatting is, that the blinds are invited to join. What are your thoughts on my preflop decision here? "
Flop: (396, 4 players) 5♠ 9♠ T♦
SB checks, BB checks, MP+1 checks, Hero bets 190, fold, fold, MP+1 calls 190
Thoughts on the flop: "The flop gives me an overpair and it gets checked around to me. Obv. I will bet this drawheavy board for protection and information. I go for a little bit smaller than half pot and the preflop aggressor calls. At this point I am pretty sure that I have the best hand, because he would bet his overpairs and Tx most of the time on the flop and sometimes he calls here with 88, 77 or K9/A9 kind of hands. He also plays some backdoor broadwaydraw and a lot of Ax sometimes check call. Your thoughts on my play here?"
Turn: (776, 2 players) 5♥
MP+1 checks, Hero checks
Thoughts on the turn: "The 5 pairs the board and is more or less a blank. In spite of the fact that there are three possible overcards to my JJ, I think it is good to bet the turn sometimes, but I decided to check for two reasons:
1) Players at the micros often bluff the river, when the turn goes check/check
2) if he floated the flop with A5 or is slowplaying a flopped set - it control the size of the pot
What do you guys think about the check here?"
River: (776, 2 players) T♠
MP+1 bets 388, Hero calls 388
Thoughts on the river: "River is the T♠, pairing the board again and putting three spades out there. Villain bets half pot and I think we have a pretty easy call here. I am not afraid of the flush, because most of the time Villain c-bets his flushdraws on the flop and also not afraid of a fullhouse for the same reason. The T is a good card for him to bluff, because it makes it less likely that we have a T. Any thoughts here?"
Spoiler
MP+1 shows Q♠ A♣ (Two Pair, Tens and Fives)
(Pre 43%, Flop 27%, Turn 14%)
Hero shows J♦ J♥ (Two Pair, Jacks and Tens)
(Pre 57%, Flop 73%, Turn 86%)
Hero wins 1,552
Hand 2) the very next hand
PokerStars - 15/30 Ante 4 NL - Holdem - 9 players
Hand converted by PokerTracker 4
CO: 1,099
BTN: 3,803
SB: 1,354
BB: 1,480
UTG: 1,485
UTG+1: 2,783
MP: 719
Hero (MP+1): 2,328
MP+2: 1,434
9 players post ante of 4, SB posts SB 15, BB posts BB 30
Pre Flop: (pot: 81) Hero has A♦ K♠
fold, fold, fold, Hero raises to 72, fold, fold, BTN calls 72, fold, fold
Thoughts preflop: "There is not much to talk about. Of course I open AKo here. Debatable if I should go for a 3x here. I raised to roughly 2,5x here. One of my standard-opening-sizes. Villain on the button calls - both blinds fold."
Flop: (225, 2 players) Q♠ 3♣ 8♥
Hero bets 108, BTN calls 108
Thoughts on the flop: "Very dry flop with Q high. I c-bet this texture like nearly always. I went for roughly under half-pot here. I would pick the same size for my value and bluffing hands here most of the time."
Turn: (441, 2 players) 2♠
Hero checks, BTN checks
Thoughts on the turn: "The 2♠ is a blank and doesn't change much here. Sometime I would barrel on that turn if I got the A♠. I am check/folding here most of the time against unknow and sometimes check/calling against someone I know and depending on the stack depth and betsizing."
River: (441, 2 players) K♣
Hero checks, BTN bets 450, Hero calls 450
Thoughts on the river: "The K♣ gives me top pair. I decided to check because, if I bet I get only value from a Q sometimes and as I already mentioned. People bluff a lot when turn or river went check/check. Looking back I like betting small on the river better than checking, because he has a lot of middlepairs, whcih he floated the flop with and some queens, which are also sometimes checking behind. Villain bets slittly over pot and I call, thinking that I win here most of the time and only lose to KQ and K8s."
Spoiler
BTN shows 8♦ 5♣ (One Pair, Eights)
(Pre 35%, Flop 76%, Turn 86%)
Hero shows A♦ K♠ (One Pair, Kings)
(Pre 65%, Flop 24%, Turn 14%)
Hero wins 1,341
Hand 3) the very next hand again
PokerStars - 15/30 Ante 4 NL - Holdem - 9 players
Hand converted by PokerTracker 4
MP+2: 1,095
CO: 3,169
BTN: 1,335
SB: 1,446
BB: 1,481
UTG: 2,779
UTG+1: 715
Hero (MP): 3,035
MP+1: 1,430
9 players post ante of 4, SB posts SB 15, BB posts BB 30
Pre Flop: (pot: 81) Hero has A♠ K♠
fold, UTG+1 calls 30, Hero raises to 129, fold, fold, fold, fold, fold, fold, UTG+1 calls 99
Thoughts preflop: "Pretty standard raise against the UTG+1 limper. I think the sizing is good - if def would like to get it in pre here, but he calls and has just 1,5x the pot behind."
Flop: (339, 2 players) 7♥ J♦ 8♦
UTG+1 checks, Hero checks
Thoughts on the flop: Drawheavy as it gets, hits his range pretty hard and very bad for A♠ K♠. I think checking is best and I don't want to get check/shoved on. What are your thoughts here?
Turn: (339, 2 players) A♦
UTG+1 bets 169, Hero calls 169
Thoughts on the turn: "I hit top pair, a third diamond on the board and villain is leading into me for about half pot. I think we don't have much choises but to call here. Def. not folding with Top/Top and raising doesnt accomplish much I think."
River: (677, 2 players) K♣
UTG+1 checks, Hero bets 460, UTG+1 calls 413 and is all-in
Thoughts on the river: "I river top two pair and Villain checks. Maybe he was just trying to steal the pot on the turn , but people normally don't do because the A hits my flop checking range, or he has some kind of showdownvalue. I am pretty sure that he has no flush or straight at this point because he would bet them most of the time on the river, when we seem to have an Ace here. So I put him allin for nearly 3/4 of the pot."
Spoiler
Hero shows A♠ K♠ (Two Pair, Aces and Kings)
(Pre 75%, Flop 71%, Turn 84%)
UTG+1 shows 9♠ A♣ (One Pair, Aces)
(Pre 25%, Flop 29%, Turn 16%)
Hero wins 1,503
I hope you will give me feedback on my hands. I want to do this daily from now on. Maybe not always three hands, but at least one hand. I will keep on going now and grind my way back up. I really have to work on this fu***** tilt. Hopefully you can give me some advice and Jared Tendlers book will help me out.
So far...
MAUZ