Hello everybody!
As it looks popular to start your blog-like thread, I decided to give myself a try. I believe it will be good for both me and the readers. So let's get this mega-project started! ♠_cool:
I'm a 23 year old guy from Lithuania, now I live in the UK for some time. I started playing poker online like a year ago (I honestly don't remember when exactly did I start playing with real money). I have busted some bankrolls as I was a big fish all the time. Although I am glad that all these bankrolls were no deposit bonuses or freeroll winnings.
Now I play NL10 6max Rush poker at Full Tilt. I am determined to improve and move on playing cash games. MTT's (and Vegas) can wait, and SNG's... ah who plays them anyway? ![]()
I enjoy playing poker, it's fun, it's like a hobby for me. Therefore improving at something you like is always a pleasure. I walked a pretty long way in microstakes from 37/9 fish to 22/12 calling station to 25/20 wannabe solid player to 17/15 normal player. I believe my A game would be just enough to beat the micros finally, but the vast majority of my problems comes due to poor mindset and psichology. I have to admit that I have a "gambler gene", so when I am unlucky, tilting, losing, I can't stop playing, I play even more then, of course I play badly, and I start to make idiot calls like subconciously. You know, this vicious circle starts.
I had pretty hard time beating NL5 Rush, it took me like 118k hands to... remain break even. But after that I took a break, made some good changes to my game and that was badass - it took me only 7k hands to get to +30BI of net profit starting from 0, and I moved up to NL10. I had even harder time while playing NL10, however after some ups and downs I had this limit almost beat (it took me about 122k hands), but then a wild downswing started. Not only I lost all the profit, I fell into deep loss also. Basically I had +25BI of net profit first, and I woke up being -31BI down. Yup, that's no good... Of course it was a mixture of bad luck, bad play, and even worse psychology - what's the most important. Then I took some time off poker again, and came back very sharp, very determined, and feeling like in the best shape in my life. I started to bounce back, but bad mindset started to bounce into my head again.
Not too long ago I dumped 2,5BI in a single hand, when I was 120% sure in real time I am beat, but couldn't find a fold button. After that I told myself - alright sir, enough of this shit, now you're getting a 3 day ban from poker and after that you come back as a solid player and never ever do these donkaments again
I thought about what could force me to persist a stable normal player at all times, and the best option I thought about was starting to write a blog. I certainly don't want to be known as "another douchebag who started his from zero to hero blog and went busto in a week", so yeah, this should work fine
I will be glad to see your comments and answers, no matter if it's hand analysis, discussions about poker, discussions about sex, or simply funny stuff. You're more than welcome to write here, guys and girls! ![]()
And here are my goals for the March:
Play 25 days and collect 250 Full Tilt points each day (thus achieving Iron status) - it takes about 2 hours to do - just perfect for a session;
Don't play more than I'm determined to, no matter if I'm winning or losing (250 points - stop, and bye FTP for tonight);
Don't look at the cashier a single time while playing, only when the session is finished;
To use 6 days off poker wisely, improving mindset;
Play my A game at all times, don't get tilted, turn off that "gambler gene";
Destroy any results-oriented thinking in my mind;
Forget about all monetary goals related to poker;
Make a proper update to this thread after every session.
Long term goals:
Play poker... LIKE A BOSS!
Make profit... LIKE A BOSS!
I'm gonna make a new post after every session that consists of:
Graph of the day (winnings line, EV line, showdown/non-showdown lines);
Graph of the month;
Problem hands (with links to hand evaluation forum, I'm gonna post them there as well);
Maybe some funny or interesting hands if I got some of these;
Short review of what was going on during the session, any other stuff that might be interesting.
And I guess that's all for now... See you at the tables and in the forum!
First update - tomorrow


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