though i registered here long time ago, i got my starting capital and began playing last month.
i tried to stay patient and play my best game. i'd steadily built my BR though i had few bumps here and there until last week.
i always knew i had a major tilt issue. its like i cant quit unless i get back my money. and as stupid as i was, i began playing plo/plo8 when i had lost lil money.
im still trying to figure out why losing 10-15 dollars made me so angry, im thinking it had to with my fucking job, but still i played the game i had no business playing at a limit well out of my BR reach.
lost 400 in 2/4 plo, 80 in .5/1 plo, and about some 60 in .25/.5 plo8, couple those with my previous loss, the total comes around to 600.
im working my way back and im thinking why the fuck i donked off my money even though i knew i was going to regret it.
thanks for reading and flame away at stupid me
