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Will edit this later if I decide I rly want to do this and then add super duper awesome intro with super duper awesome pictures and all other cool stuff.
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Bah, I feel too fucked up to even write that goddamn intro, but I need to, it's time to get up and be a true man again.
So to make things short, I fucked up, and I admit that, I did let my emotions to control me and what it lead to was constant emotional roller coasters for the past few months resulting in zero productivity life wise and since poker is supposed to be big part of my life it includes it too.
What I mean by that is the fact that last three months or so I haven't been playing pretty much any volume at all, and the times I did so ended up in me spewing off few hundos here and there just for no real reason. Realizing that I'm now wasting my life this way and that currently my mindset is too fucked up to be winning at pretty much any reasonable stakes I've decided to start a blog in hopes of fixing my problem as well as keeping myself motivated.
I don't feel like donating any more money that mean something to me that's why I'll restart my poker career and start at like NL25 or w/e in hopes of moving up to NL100/NL200 in two to three months from now on. I've done that before actually and was playing Nl100 by the end of my first month so it's not uncrealistic, just that back then my mindset was good and now it isn't so I feel it all comes down to me being able to deal with my inner demons.
Anyway, I haven't decided yet on which room to play, the only real poker room I loved was FTP obv, iPoker software makes me feel like punching myself in bad places, microgaming software is okay I guess, but rake is huge + I hate the way those games plays like. Idk, stars is an option, software is okay and the player pool too, tho I don't wanna get to the massmultitabling nitland + no RB/Bonuses sucks. Any suggestions? (not including the ones about me dying or getting sexually harassed by an evil Panda)
Oh and since I promised super duper awesome pictures here's a picture of me feeding ducks (popular activity between insane people here in Lithuania)
As for other cool stuff, what else could be better than the best song ever made in the world:
I like soups too.
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