Hello, I'm 21 (almost 22) years old student from Lithuania, 4th year in uni. That's enough for now about my background.
I decided to start a blog because i feel I'm loosing my game past few months and I need something to keep me motivated and somewhere I can bitch about my bad run or brag about a good run. Probably not many people will read this but whatever this will be mainly for my own good and helping my self. In case i do get some readers I will try to update as often as possible and keep my posts easy to read not putting to much useless talk ( maybe only this first post will have to many letters in it 
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Poker life -> I knew how to play poker from my childhood, and when i turned 18 I registered to bwin poker and started playing some freerolls, somehow being a complete fish I managed to get my BR up to like ~200$, took out ~120$ to get drunk and left the other 80 to play. Needless to say i was busto in few weeks ( though without any coaching i think my BRM was ok, it's just that I was too big of a fish ).
~1year after i was broke on bwin, some students in my uni introduced me to a site called PokerStrategy.com , I completed the test and went to play on party poker as previously on bwin i was still playing only mtt's with very few shots at cash tables. Ran up my Br up to ~450$ I felt like a poker guru at that time, but when I hit a downswing I simultaneously hit mega tilt and went busto in few days ♠_cry: ♠_cry:
Some time after i gone busto, PartyPoker gave me 10$ I dont know for what, but i ran my BR up to ~470$ in like 2-3 weeks, being very careful i took out ~350$ and went busto again 
Next time I played poker was when i got 2nd free starting capital from PS at WH, turned that 50$ into 800$ in ~4 week time. Took 600$ for me and 200$+50$( from PS TAF ) I deposited to FT, had a rough run there and when i had 100$ i moved to stars. Also switched to cash games and in ~6 weeks with bonus clearing, milestone cashes and FPP i had over 1200$ and then i got stuck and became a break-even player took out ~1000$ and decided to start from scratch with a good mindset.
So this where I am now, i tried switching from stars to 888 and back to WH but I find it very hard to play on these sites with my small screen notebook ( this sucks ) on stars I can manage 9 tables.
So my next poker chapter will be at stars starting with 150$ BR from NL5
This time I will admit I'm still a fish, I will read PS articles and watch videos, I will stop my sessions when I feel I'm playing bad and come here to talk about it or go do something else, I will not be results oriented
My stars giraffe follows next: most of it was played on NL10 some NL5 and ~6.5k hands on NL25 had 1 shot at NL50 won 1 BI in ~150hands but thats not in the graph, because it's beginners PokerTracker
this kinda sucks because i went from ~8-9BB/100 winner in first ~30K hands to ~3.15BB/100 after 75k I know it's a small sample size, but I feel i can sustain a ~5-6BB's/100 So I will try to do my best
no matter how much you study the game or how good you think you play, variance does it all 4 you.