Long story cut short is:
I won $12 in a freeroll and took Tony G's advice to step up or shut up so I calculated I had 3x $4 MSS Buy ins for 5c/10cNL Fullring.
Hand 1: 10 4 os easy fold
Hand 2: AsAh with 2 limpers (MP2/Co both full stacks).
I raise preflop 5xBB(50c) and both call.
Board comes 4s 5s 7c
I 2/3 pot bet ($1) and both call.... Oh no
Turn 8c....Oh no
I shove AI (nerves twitching and eyes closed hoping to hear fold/fold)
Both call and I am now a spectator (like when your at the race course and your horse is running last)
River 7d....Oh no (I'm ready to turn my monitor off and forget it)
MP2 shoves AI & Co calls... Oh no (now I'm sooo dead)
MP2 shows Ac7s (trips) and loses.
Co shows 8h8s (fullhouse)and wins huge pot...
So second hand I've donked off 1/3 of my freeroll step up..
Oh the hurt and humiliation.
I've ran all the scenerios over and over and thought it was meant to be.
Surely it can't happen on attempt 2.... Can it...? 
Should have Check/folded the Turn. They are not calling 10BB's with nothing on that flop, the turn card is very bad one for you too.
Yes Trips, fixed it,
The whole hand ran bad.
I could have played turn different for sure.
It was the whole step up nerves thing, feeling rushed even though the time limits are the same.
Also I am having a stab with 3 Buy ins due to the unexpected freeroll cash=3x$4 MSS BI.
Oh I think I'll play another 10k hands at lower limit and then stab.
In my mind the first 2 stabs will be the freeroll money.
Am I making sense? Am I going crazy?
Why am I talking to myself...
Thanks PokerStrategists
Peace
Simon.
Originally posted by surfwell1818
Am I making sense? Am I going crazy?
Why am I talking to myself...
i hate to tell you this, but there is a chance that you have gone crazy ♦
4bi brm?
gl simon!!!!!
PS in before busto