crossposted from http://www.sngexperts.com/2012/01/my-poker-career-pt-1/#more-31.
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It’s now been 5 beautiful, agonizing years since I became a poker pro, which seems like a good time to reflect on the ridiculous rollercoaster ride that is professional poker. I think my story will be informative for those of you considering “going pro,” but I also think it’s just a fun read for those interested in hearing about the life of a gambler.
Before I officially went pro in 2006 (at age 23), I’d been playing somewhat steadily for about 2 years. I got sucked in in 2004, after my dad told me about this new internet poker thing called Party Poker. He described sit and go’s (without calling them that…) and how he was cashing in about 70% of them. Lol sample size and lol sustainable. Of course at the time neither he nor I knew this wasn't possible (although considering the games back then it ALMOST was possible).
At the time I was “studying” at Berklee College of Music and I’d just come home for the summer. I sweated a few of my dad’s tournaments and couldn’t wait to try my hand. My summer job provided my first bankroll of $50, which I proceeded to lose in about a week, playing $5+1 SNGs (lol rake). I bought Sklansky’s Hold ‘Em Poker for Advanced Players. I only managed to read a couple chapters before getting immensely bored. It didn’t occur to me that I was reading a book on Limit Holdem cash games while playing exclusively No Limit Holdem tournaments. Still, I learned a lot about starting hands and how to analyze poker in a more effective, mathematical way. I also remember buying The Psychology of Poker by Alan Schoonmaker, which described the then revolutionary concepts to me of LAG, TAG, TP, and LP player types.
The one thing I did that I’m as proud of today as I was back then (before the days of HEM/PT3) was to record EVERY SINGLE tournament I played. On notebook paper (a kind of hand-made word processor from the 1900s), I wrote the buy-in, finish position, and $ won/lost. After 100 games I’d calculate my cumulative totals and current ROI, which confirmed that I was a definite loser (as a poker player, not just as a nerd). But I was so excited to KNOW that I was a loser! I was already well aware of others’ tendencies to brag about wins and ignore their losses, deluding themselves into believing they were better than they were. I was the opposite. Knowing that I was a loser meant that I could find out how to get better and measure my improvement and success. I was determined to keep reading the most boring book on the planet until I became a winner. Sadly, I didn’t discover the 2+2 forum until much, much later.
$50 after $50 were loaded and lost, mostly playing $5 SNGs, plus the occasional $10 SNG or $10-20 MTT (and some .5/1 Limit Holdem cash to clear site bonuses). This went on for about 3 months, during which I managed to blow $800! But then, just before returning to college in September, I had my first huge break….

