It is exactly 162 BI !!! My problem is TILT. It is not that I don't know the fundamentals - I may be I can say that I know them above the average. I have read all the basic books for theory, as well as for poker psychology. i play my A-game for 60%-70% of my time, but the rest 30%-40% is terrible. Although I know that what I do is wrong, something pushes me to do it. "I don't believe him. He tries to bluff me" or "Raise-second barell- third barell with air vs a super loose opponent" and so on, are some misleading thoughts that drive me to mistakes. I understand that some of these happens to mosts of the players at some time. But I have never met something similar. And that's why I wonder if it is something more important that just tilt in poker.
I have also to mention that generally in my life I take decisions persuated by emotions, even I recognise that they are logically incorrect.
The following hand is usual monkey play:
Grabbed by Holdem Manager
NL Holdem $0.25(BB) Replayer
SB ($4.25)
BB ($25)
UTG ($29.76)
UTG+1 ($17.03)
UTG+2 ($25.31)
Hero ($10)
CO ($44.94)
BTN ($37.75)
Hero posts $0.25
Dealt to Hero 2♠ A♠
UTG raises to $0.75, fold, fold, Hero calls $0.50, fold, BTN calls $0.75, fold, fold
FLOP ($2.60) Q♦ 6♠ Q♠
UTG checks, Hero checks, BTN bets $1.76, UTG calls $1.76, Hero calls $1.76
TURN ($7.88) Q♦ 6♠ Q♠ 6♥
UTG checks, Hero checks, BTN checks
RIVER ($7.88) Q♦ 6♠ Q♠ 6♥ A♣
UTG checks, Hero bets $7.49 (AI), BTN folds, UTG calls $7.49
UTG shows K♣ Q♥
(Pre 40%, Flop 75.1%, Turn 100.0%)
Hero shows 2♠ A♠
(Pre 60%, Flop 24.9%, Turn 0.0%)
UTG wins $21.83

