Hi,
another small stakes grinder here! Plan is to make something with my poker. In the past I was playing up to 200 and 400, mostly underrolled. That's one of my big leaks: awful BRM. Eventho I know that it's impossible to bet pro poker player wo good BRM somehow I always end up shooting w 5-10bi and cursing myself after getting coolered twice, moving down 2-3 limits after that.
Another leak which bother me last few months is tilting. I'm actually living from poker, didn't have winning month last 5 months and bills don't stop coming.
Situation is that I have money for 2-3 months of living, hopefully it will last longer as I have part-time job which take me only ~6h per week and it can cover almost all my bills. I've never been so careful w money, really trying to not spend it on unnecessary things.
My biggest problem is that I don't really care a lot about money, it really doesn't mean anything to me and with gambling (sports betting and casino) past I sometimes look and threat poker the same way. Eventho I don't care about money, I still feel pressure these days when I'm almost broke coz I want to help at home and not living from my parents as I didn't took any money since I turned pro (~2y). That would make me feel like sh*t if things will come to that way.
Otherwise I have gf and really love soccer. Barcelona fan here
I believe if I become better in theory and math, my tilting would decrease as I would know if I'm doing something good or bad as bad beats don't really tilt me near as much as my bad decisions. Because of that I'll try to focus more on studying game and playing less tables/focus etc.
Currently I have stake for nl50 w very good deal, but short term plan is to grind my own 30-40BIs for that level and quit. After that would like to use some nitty brm and grind my way up to midstakes. Future plans are plo hu or 6max.
Study plan (found this on another forum, looks really good):
1. Posting at least 1 hand per day strategy discussion forum
2. Comment 2 other hands
3. Watch video every 3 days and write notes here
4. Math calculations every 2 days, write it here
5. Review marked hands at start of the day
Short-term plan: (2-3 months)
1. Following "Study plan"
2. Make 2k my own roll
3. Improve game
4. Avoid tilting
Mid-term plan: (till end of year)
1. Following "Study plan"
2. BRM
3. Midstakes shoot
4. Great mindset
Long-term plan:
1. PLO
2. Solid roll
3. ???
Lifetime 6max graph (nl50>>>nl100>nl25>nl200>nl400...):

I'm not sure what's the best BRM but 50BI for next level with 10BI shoot should be fine till nl200. After that I think it's must to have at least 100BIs.
Thanks for your time, advices are more than welcome.
