To Kyle,
thanks for welcoming me.
I am sorry, but the last part of your comment I do not understand in my case, because that is exactly what I do not want to happen. Therefore I do count my suck outs as well.
At Haskan, thanks for your comment. Maybe I wasn't clear enough that I don't have the opinion that online poker is rigged, that I am perfect etc.
I am just surprised by the fact that although I am covering my opponent in a preflop all in situation they still have beaten me badly 13 times and the other way around, I was the underdog, I have only sucked out 4 times.
In my opinion these numbers (13 against 4) should be much closer to eachother. So why aren't they? Metza gave me the answer!
At Metza, thanks for sharing your insight with me, I think I understand what you're saying. So, to explain it in my own words:
If I am tight going all in (only monsters) and my opponents call me with much wider ranges, the absolute number of times they will beat me are higher, whilst I call an all in much tighter, I do not have the possibility to suck out as many times as an underdog as they do, because for reason of my tight calling, most of the cases I'm not the underdog.
Therefore if I am a tight all inner so to say and a tight caller of all ins, I will always experience much more bad beats than suck outs, because I will almost never be the underdog.
The state the extreme: if I only go in with AA, I will always experience bad beats and never ever a suck out.
Thank you very much Metza, you have made it very clear to me and I can sleep well now.
To finalize my post: realizing that for the big difference in bad beats and suck outs I have, maybe I am to tight going all in and or calling all in.
So, now I think I should also look at my total of wins of preflop all ins.
If I win more than 90% of my all ins, I am going all in to tight, because due to statistics and the possible bad beats I should loose at least 20% of the times, maybe even more.
This means that I should call or go all in more often, because I am folding too much or letting opportunities to double up pass by too much.
I think i have learned much today ♦