Intro/Story:
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I am Atrocious Nightmare, I knew poker a couple of years ago thanks to my best friend who's the friend of a new coach around here.
I've decided to make it my full time job and earn a living out of it, giving me comfort by playing at home, mobility as I'll be able to play it from virtually anywhere, and a wealthy income: all things that will help me gaining more time and resources to invest into my favorite thing: a passionate, playful, gaming life.
To do that, I began on this website, studying articles and videos and will continue to do so until I finish all the content that interests me.
Many big (and happy) things happened in my life in the last 3 years so I was delayed for my poker achievements.
Now I have my stability and my wife at my side supporting me, so it's time to metal!
I started on NL FR like the articles suggest with the 35€ bonus out of the quiz. It went fairly well but I very quickly grew tired of 9max and went for the 6max, also because I knew there are basically no FR tables for high stakes, so you know, better to change sooner rather than too late.
Played there the most hands so far but eventually I grew tired of it too, and decided to change to HU after reaching the feared slight winner/breakeven type of play on NL25/NL50.
HU was really into my veins since the beginning, as I like dueling a lot as well as knowing to be in the most various and potentially remunerative discipline of them all. Fits well my personality that often likes the opposites and grows tired of things easily. So I'm happy of my switch despite knowing to be a terrible player with no knowledge for HU, but the plan is to fix that and become a master of the discipline.
I decided to begin my HU route by studying Raskolnikov videos and in just 4 videos my expertise increased from 0 to hell yeah I'm loving this.
The only reason that brought me here doing this blog after years is "Champions Stand Up One More Time Than The Rest - Part 1" video.
I'm a person who values privacy a lot and I never like to give info about myself, especially in a competitive information-based sport like poker. I don't like helping my possible opponents ![]()
Also, I like to do things on my own without relying much on others, as I believe in myself a lot and I know I can get shit done.
That's why I never wanted to start a blog, but hey since I'm loving Rasko a lot and want to become at least as half good as he is, why not give it a shot and for once take a different road than what I planned for myself?
It can't hurt.
So here I am, spilling info all over the place!
Now to the Practical Part:
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I dedicate 8h/day to poker, 3 in the morning to study, and 5 in the afternoon to practice, 6 days/week. I only recently started to follow it strictly as now I have the stability IRL to do it.
Right now my BR for NL25 HU is pretty low (hell to those 25% explosions!) but I'm trying to play only vs fish until I get to a comfortable BR that lets me play regs easily, around 50 BIs on NL25.
So I'm not too worried about that.
Until now I lost some money on HU and I'm still not sure how much % of it was due to bad luck / skill, as I just started and I'm learning new things every day. If only on my local Pokerstars there was a way to play on HU before NL25 I'd do it, but there's not, so fuck it, I'm playing there and going to earn my money.
Short-Term Goals:
- Finish all Raskolnikov Videos
- Read all HU articles on the website
- Stop losing on HU
Long-Term Goal:
- Reach a HU limit that I can easily grind to earn enough money to live a comfortable slightly wealthy life without worrying about currency.







