I am wondering about a thing.
Did you ever had the feeling of being grateful to be able to just play poker and/or being in the game for ... years? With no other strings attached (like thinking about up/downswings, studying, etc.). Just for the sheer act of firing the tables and playing.
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Please, refrain from mocking answers. I know the questions sounds a little hippy-ish, but I am serious. More serious than Serious Sam