I used to have a blog on this forum a while ago ( https://forums.pokerstrategy.com/forum/thread.php?threadid=330317). Unfortunately, as many, countless other times, my bankroll vanished, and since then I've been playing poker just for fun, while drinking beer and eating sandwiches.
The last few months have been quite chaotic. Nights out, lot of alcohol, drugs, junk food, entire days in bed, being tortured by negative thoughts, being worried about my future.
But then, I decided to stop wasting my time and get back on my feet. I gave dimission at my job, while finding a new one with the same position, but a better salary. I bought some new clothes and some stuff of all kinds, like books, gadgets, posters to decorate my room. I went back to the gym and started to work out again. I started to think about my future, trying to understand what I really want to do.
And then, a few weeks ago, I log in on PS.com, just to play some S&G for fun. And, as usual, I check the Live Events section.
And boom, I got hypnotised.
PCA, January 2016, Bahamas. Satellites from $1.65. I think about it everyday.
And that's how I decided to start playing poker again. I wanna get better at my game, and try to qualify for that damn PCA that has kidnapped my soul.
I know, it sounds crazy, and it probably is. But I have to try.
Fitness, healthy food, planning the future, and poker. These 4 things will represent my life for the next months.
And this blog will be the narrator of this fantastic rebirth