Last week, I started with the initial seed money $50 at Full Tilt Poker. On my first night, I was winning big, I went up as high as $470++. I was getting all the cards all the luck. And then, thats when it all went wrong.
Seeing my enlarged capital, I became inpatience. I became greedy, wanting to earn it all in the shortest amount of time. I decided to play loosely, not waiting for good hands, I just played with instinct and luck (which I don't have). Until yesterday, I lost it all, the full $470 plus the seed capital.
How stupid. One day was I need to lose everything. I did read the articles, poker books and poker videos but yet I didn't follow any of them when I was playing.
Now I wonder if am I destined to lose money in poker to be those fish you all so loved. Should I deposit with my own money and retry? Will I change if I am playing with my own money? Ha...