Okay im calm now, but i wasnt like an hour ago 
I started with my 50usd on Pokerstars playing SSS, got down to 20usd and was scared of going broke so i switched to BSS NL2. Oh yea the worst limit ever.. Was doing hard studying, videos etc and well i just liked it! I managed to get back to 40usd in like a week(got exams also) and was happy about myself getting better and understanding the game more..
But i was looking forward to get out of NL2 because its just silly limit so when i was at 40usd i deposited another 10usd (because of reload freerolls on Stars during June) and decided to try SSS again so i would get my 50usd bonus..
Well i played SSS 3 days and guess what ♦ Im down to 20usd again ♦ This strategy is just so kiling me .. :((
Those few hands was happening like again and again today Didnt know whether to cry or laugh at the end=)
Known players:
[tg]Hero$1,70:///////;CO$6,00:///////;BU$0,95:///////;[/tg]
0,05/0,1 No-Limit Hold'em (9 handed)
Hand recorder used for this poker hand: PokerStrategy Elephant 0.67 by www.pokerstrategy.com.
Preflop: Hero is MP1 with K♥, A♣. CO posts a blind of $0,10.
2 folds, Hero raises to $0,50, 2 folds, CO calls $0,40, BU raises to $0,95 (All-In), 2 folds, Hero raises to $1,70 (All-In), CO calls $1,20.
Flop: ($4,50) J♦, 7♥, 9♠
Turn: ($4,50) 8♦
River: ($4,50) K♦ (3 players)
Final Pot: $4,50
Results follow (highlight to see):
Hero shows a pair of kings (Kh Ac)
BU shows two pairs, nines and eights (8c 9c)
CO shows a straight, king high (Td Qh)
CO wins with a straight, king high (Td Qh)
Known players:
[tg]Hero$2,00:///////;MP2$10,00:///////;[/tg]
0,05/0,1 No-Limit Hold'em (8 handed)
Hand recorder used for this poker hand: PokerStrategy Elephant 0.67 by www.pokerstrategy.com.
Preflop: Hero is UTG2 with K♥, K♠
Hero raises to $0,40, MP1 folds, MP2 raises to $1,25, 5 folds, Hero raises to $2,00 (All-In), MP2 calls $0,75.
Flop: ($4,15) J♥, 9♣, 5♣
Turn: ($4,15) T♦
River: ($4,15) A♦ (2 players)
Final Pot: $4,15
Results follow (highlight to see):
Hero shows a pair of kings (Kh Ks)
MP2 shows a pair of aces (Kc As)
MP2 wins with a pair of aces (Kc As)
Known players:
[tg]MP2$10,10:///////;Hero$2,15:///////;BU$2,30:///////;[/tg]
0,05/0,1 No-Limit Hold'em (9 handed)
Hand recorder used for this poker hand: PokerStrategy Elephant 0.67 by www.pokerstrategy.com.
Preflop: Hero is CO with A♠, Q♠
3 folds, MP2 calls $0,10, MP3 folds, Hero raises to $0,50, BU calls $0,50, 3 folds.
Flop: ($1,25) T♠, 3♠, A♥ (2 players)
Hero bets $1,65 (All-In), BU calls $1,65.
Turn: ($4,55) 8♣
River: ($4,55) 7♦ (2 players)
Final Pot: $4,55
Results follow (highlight to see):
Hero shows a pair of aces (As Qs)
BU shows a pair of aces (Ks Ac)
BU wins with a pair of aces (Ks Ac)
Etc etc dont wanna bore you..
Well so i guess im not gonna play SSS any more like ever I think poker god showed me what direction shall i take So right tomorrow im gonna deposit 100usd(gonna have some holiday job anyway so that wont hurt that much) and start NL5 BSS, learn and improve my play and try to forget this 
Wish me luck, uf
Quitters never win, winners never quit!