Hi, guys
this is my first post, and as english is not my first language please sorry for a mistake!!
I started playing MTT and double up Sng with 300$ starting cap...
2 weeks i doubbled my bankroll with a very conservative play.
Making at least 1 final table and several cash every day...
Than something happend....
Start loosing every tourney or sng what i entered... analised my game, and guess what pure donk play... raising with air, just becouse i bored, and not to belive for a repopping, and so on...
after 3 days of making huge mistakes even if i know i was beeten on the flop, a cant stop making bad playes, lost about 20% of my mankroll and got scared a lot...
now i cant even thinking about start a tourney without think constantly what if i lose again???
I even stepped back limits becouse of BRM, and still doing crap...
and if i get my head cleared and start playing my Agame i got a bedbeat and i screemeng....
please tell me what to do...
i dedicated my time, to be the best as i can but cant cope with my emotions right now...
any Help would be appriciated!
many thx