I have now been playing poker on and off for three years. Not surprisingly lost everything I was stupid enough to deposit in the beginning. In the last few months I have been able to improve my game and can consider myself as a decent player. By no way a very good one, but having reached the final table in tournaments (both live, and online) on more than one occasion should be good enough. Cash tables are another matter, because for some reason I have yet to win there in a regular fashion. Perhaps it is the amount of fish there, though that would not make sense, as it is the different species of fish that ultimately are responsible that the dinner is served each evening for good poker players, and their mates.
However, having lost with KK in three times a row (not slowplaying or anything stupid), I now wonder this:
Assume you get dealt AA five times in a row. The best course of action is by all means raising, or re-raising, and getting the chips in pre-flop. Now, you win 80% of the time, i.e four out of five times. Assuming your opponent (be he a sea-animal, or not) has more chips than you, and he/she calls, then you will ultimately lose everything at the table. (At this time I really do not care, how much the other players lose in total, though I am happy to see some people who have busted me out losing their money, or getting sucked out. I really do enjoy that.) This is especially true tournaments, as it is not reasonable to leave one in the middle of it.
Even in cash tables, who would leave the table, seeing pocket aces in his hand?
I am really lost here. Is there something fundamentally wrong in my thinking?
As said, I do not categorize myself as a bad player any more, but I still keep losing money most of the time, and 90% of the time with hands like KK and AA, or a set. And no, I do not believe that poker is rigged, altough I would at times like to think so. Having sucket out people myself on river miracles, I really can not make any accustations.
That said, is it really possible to make soome kind of living out of it? For it does not seem to work out for me, or at least it has not done so thus far, and on most days I still keep losing more that I have put in.