thank you... i mean the feeling of: it could have done so much better is probably present after most tournaments, but giving away 1.5mio chips in such a baaad spot was simply terrible... the only upside was a bit of sleep before going to work, but i could have gone pretty far i think (even with my limited skills in poker^^)
but the good thing is: maybe i should play more (big) tournaments in general... so far i played the sunday million 3 times and a 250k monthly on cake poker and cashed in 3 of those... might be a bit of luck, but especially yesterday i think i played a pretty solid style... i saw the flop 15% of the times, but steadily increased my stack by looking for spots to 3-bet (with occasional bluff 3-bets)