I do not like whining, but at this time I really consider poker to be perverted. Yes, I had the same thoughts in the beginning when I played, with no skill included. Recently however I have been seriously improving my tournament game, and was getting to the final tables and winning more than a fair share of SNG tournaments, until I fixed even more leaks and was finally winning several days in a row, (even cashed out a considerable sum having been placed first or in the top 2-5 in many games) to make it profitable. Or so I thought. [My ROI increased from -12% to +6% within those few days (having been around -60% about 6 months earlier)] I then went to work for a little less than 2 weeks, came back and won a few more tournaments quite easily, when the perversion began. It started when I was busted out in a qualifier to LAPT, placing 5th, if I am not mistaken, where the first 2 would get the package. This is not something too weird in poker, and I had been sucked out in similiar ways before. But from that day on I have not been able to win any tournaments whatsoever. The highest and single placing was a 5th place in a 180 person SNG. Surely, I made some stupid mistakes, like trying to isolate a small stack with TT when I was quite comfortable with my standing, only by getting called by QQ from a large stack, but I am not talking about stupid plays I have made, as they are not that many to account for what has been going on.
Whenever I have had QQ or KK, someone has either KK or AA, or has something in the lines of 99 and gets his two outer. And even if I manage to suck out with a crappy hand when shortstacked, it does not matter, when I get busted the very next one with a premium holding.
I figured that the only way to win poker is to fold every hand, except aces (and at the moment I am even doubting that), and steal with any two cards, and hope the blinds fold, or I suck out with 72o, or whatever I may be holding. The last few days have been so perverted it can ever get, with hardly anything left from the cashout I made. And for the majority of it, I really doubt, it has to do anything with skill. Unless such plays as calling with KK as a bigstack on BB vs another bigstack from late position (any position) is a big mistake. Perhaps I should not look at my cards at all, as any two can obviously win.
Has anybody else experienced something similiar? And how do you cope with it?
