Basically this is the story how I got from a complete losing player (because I did not have any clue as to what I was doing and was supposed to be doing) to a stable player, and finally to a winning player, enough to have a balance of around $3000, given I had not cashed out. A story of a coaster ride from $1000 (I kept the rest away from the greedy idiots) to $0.20 in less than three months.
Again, on the bubble. Had 2 pair, decided to bet it, villain (loose, as they all are) re-raised, one person called, and I decided to join in. Villain had a set, I had less chips than the caller and finished on the bubble.
The hand, as it was played:
89s on BB
Now I indeed think it is impossible to win. Perhaps betting only the nuts, and letting others bet you out of the pot, unless you have anything other than the nuts.
Other nice hands today [Tried Full Tilt's Rush Poker (Now I know why is is called Full TILT)]:
*AKs - Two kings on the flop. Villain hits a full house with his K9o on the river.
*88 - Set of eights. Villain had a set of jacks. Well, at least the best hand won. As seldom as it happens.
*45s - Straight on the turn. Villain slowplayed his queens, giving him trips on the flop. Villain hit full house on the river.
There is one more I don't remember. And I even did not play a lot.
Anyway, the bankroll is finito. Can't win. Seems indeed that any skill I have lets me last to the bubble, thus wasting most time of them all. Should donate my last dollars to Stars. At least then I can rest assured that I am not supporting another idiot, nor wasting any more of my time on this complete bull.
On the side note. The only tournament I was able to cash in was a $1 rebuy to a $55 tournament on Stars, with 15 minute levels. And such satellites are for most part the only form of poker I have succeeded at. Not that I have much use of that any more, as I went from that win to a massive $0.20, playing $1 SNG's, the last being a $0.25 one, which as mentioned above ended for me by being kicked out on the bubble.
If there is anything impossible in this World, then it is poker. Anything else can be done, but as far as I am concerned, one can not win in poker any longer.
And just for fun I looked up someone acting like a complete idiot in OPR. Turns out he is in profit and has won a third place, among other hight places from a $3 tournament, cashing in over $4000. Well, he had a total profit of around $250 only, with total prize money around $54000. but if such players show anything less than -30% ROI, then it only adds to this all. Any normal play (or alternatively I do not have any slightest clue, as to what normal is) is not going to succeed.