-Taking it seriously from page 38/19-
-Looking for a room-mate-
So welcome to the dark side,

so why do I wanna create a blog? Well, I am lazy and I have a lot of "leaks" in RL and sin poker as well and I hope keeping the blog will motivate me to improve in poker and RL. Also, by keeping a blog, I will be able to keep track of my progress as a person and pokerplayer.
As I am writing this I have no idea how would I organize this blog and staff so if u by any chance gonna read it, please be patient or feel free to post here and advise me somehow because I want to improve my organizing skills as well (be keeping this blog) My thoughts are a huge mess and chaos which I guess is transparent.
Lil. bit about myself:

so I am 18 and I am from Slovakia. Currectly I live with my familly in Bratislava (Capital of Slovakia) cause I am a poor student :)I am tied down by my family, I cant really do all I want and it sux. However, I am gonna get as much independence as I can and I hope poker will help me to achieve it.
I am a person full of paradoxes and contradiction, at least I think so. I think the hardest think is to evaluate urself
What I am interested in? Well, I love a lot of thinks but the thing is that I usually dont have time to study it or I am unable to keep my focus on it or it starts to bore me, even thoug its usually for just a while and after a while I would love to do it again.
This way I tried a lot of things and I always wanna try new things. FE. I played chess for a while, I attended the courses of Aikido and Judo, I used to play ice-hockey but I had to stop cause of some problems with the club etc.
Also I used to play a lot of games and still I have some periods of time when I play some games. FE. I played Warcraft 3, DoTa, Age of Empires and other strategies,also I played WoW, GuildWars and other RPGs or games like Assassins Creed.
I love adrenaline and adrenaline sports, I love ice-hockey, rollerblading, cycling etc. Also, I like to watch some series like How I MEt Your Mother, The Big Bang Theory, Heroes,Scrubs,House MD., Two and a Half Men, Lie To Me etc. (IF u knwo any good series that I could be interested(any good sitcom, some fantasy, maybe some sci-fi and smth like Lie to Me) please, post the name here. Also, I lvoe music. I mainly listen to Rock, MEtal and Punk but I will listen to any good music but not that much.
Well, I love lots of stuff but it would be really long post if I would write everything and still I would surely forget about smth.
So now what I hate? Oh well, I hate stupidity and other things as well but even if I would try to write down every single thing I would forget at least one so I wont even try
Future:
What do I wanna do in future? I dont really know. But the most plausible option is: Finish Highschool and then attend some University for at least one year and then prob. take a break and become a semi-pro and travel aroudn the word and visit as many places as possible.
THe problem is,I have no idea what I want to study, I was thinking about PC security or some other Information technology thing or maaybe Psichology because I am interested in human behavior, detecting lies etc.
I guess it is all for now, I dont know what else should I write, i will prob. edit it later so it would be readable with some pictures added
Last thing: I will prob. update weekly with my poker results and some random thoughts , add some good motivational quotation, maybe some demotivational poster (I just love them ♦) maybe some good music video and maybe some RL struggles
PS. I am pretty sure that in all my posts there will be somemissclicks/missspelling like lvoe=love jsut=just, just bare with me, I will try to work on it so that my fingers will keep pace with my thouhgts.
So I promised Rio that I will share what my nickname actually means or how did I come up with this
1)Shade is a character in a book that I ve read and I like that char ♠_evil:
2)
Texas
Hold´
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Short
Handed
(This part I havnet thought through but it can be for example)
adventure

'The biggest difference between criminals and other people is that criminals are stupid enough to get caught.'
"Everything popular is wrong"-Oscar Wilde
"Funny thing about being smart is that u can get through most of life without ever having to do any work"