ok to some guys this may not seem like a lot of money, and i guess in real terms its not but tonight ive lost $70 (7BI's) and i know that people can lose more than that in a downswing.......but i just feel like i cant get going
From the $50 i started with (not the starting capital from here thats long gone lol) i managed to get it to 104 tonight, after about 2 weeks of rollercoasting between 30 and 70 dollars.
Im thinking, "yeah this is it, ive started to apply what ive learnt and its coming good" and then BAM most of its gone!
I dont want to give up, I've ordered 'The Poker Mindset' off amazon and will arrive shortly. I want to turn my poker playing into something worth while and to making a decent profit from it, and hopefully some day in the future it will be my source of income.
I dunno what im looking for from this post i guess i just wanted to rant a bit, sorry its so long!
I do play live poker sometimes and generally come away from the table in the black, but here i am from there are no casinos (Belfast, Northern Ireland) well, there is one but its just tournaments and quite expensive ones really and its quite far away!
I do sometimes tilt,ill admit that, but i dont feel that i have this evening! there has been some unlucky hands, set over set, TPTK vs Passive overpair etc but maybe there has been some bad play also.
As said before i dont want to give up, i want to succeed at this, even if it is 2bb/100hands it would be bettre than the up 200bb one day down 300 the next up 350bb etc etc
any advice, or information, or just good luck messages would be very much appreciated!
Joel