DISCLAIMER: Sorry, this is just a rant about how I suck at poker, there is no need for you to read it or actually keep it on these forums.
OK, I'm tired of this downswing and I have to whine a bit ♦
it's about 7k hands, and i've been losing at -3.66BB/100, which would be about -8BB/100 to 0 BB/100 with a 95% confidence interval (i e, FML). I honestly don't think I actually suck this bad, but everything seems to point that way. I'll end the month playing 1/2, see how it goes until I lose 500BB, but having lost 250BB already this soon in the month is something I didn't expect at all. Even with a 120% rakeback I would be losing, this sucks so bad ![]()
the main problem is, of course, this fucking underconfidence. and is it actually? The worst part of underconfidence is that I don't know if it is so. I main, maybe I think "oh, i'm just being underconfident" but what if I actually suck? [which, given the numbers said above, is 95% likely (!!)]. Sure, 1/2 doesn't look like that hard a level, and there are a lot of fishes and such, but can I be this unlucky? Shouldn't I just stop playing and admit that poker is just not for me?
and sure, we can all see at WTSD and W$SD and see a bit if we are being lucky or unlucky, but can we quantify it?
just so you can see (and tell me if you honestly think this can account for 4BB/100 overall, which I don't think so):
WTSD/W$SD/W$WSF:
overall: 41.1/49.2/42.0
HU on flop: 44.3/49.2/49.7
I just remember my previous shot (thank god I don't have hands from then) at 1/2 and it was 7k5 hands, -4.79BB/100. This cannot be just bad luck.


