[Closed] *Starting Capital Stories*

At first I deposited ~3 $ to Triobet and played pot limit holdem. Lost it in 3 hours. Then I decided I will never deposit money, because I can loose much while learning (by learning I mean not studying but learning by playing ♦ ). Then I didn't play poker few month. One day I found freerolls and made some $ in them and lost it again, it happened many times. Then I read a book "poker for dummies" and was thinking again about depositing money, but I was afraid at the same time. So I wrote the message in one small poker forum - how to know if I am ready to deposit some money? And they suggested me pokerstrategy and I thought - this is what I need. Then I started playing FL with those 50$, I was afraid of NL, because you can loose so much money in one hand ♦ I didn't know anything about SSS. I was winning few $ on FL 0.05/0.1 and tried FL 0.1/0.2 and there were many fish, but I always hited downswing on it. When I cleared those 50+10$ I decided to try NL. Played NL10 SSS but lost ~30 $. But at the same time on triobet I played NL4 SSS but very succesfully. So the playing was the same, but on mansion it wasn't succesfull. When I had about 6 buyins for BSS on triobet NL4 I started playing it I knew I can beat NL4 SSS in case I hit downswing/bad play with BSS. And later I started playing NL2 BSS on mansion with ~6 buyins also I guess but you can't play NL2 SSS on it. But I didn't go broke I now I have ~10 euros on it. And ~50 euros on triobet.