im new to the site, but not quite new to poker..
I have been a recreational MTT player for a few years, but for the past year i have spent a lot of time learning, and taking poker seriously.
But i am really beginning to question my abilities.. all time, im not a losing player.. but im only winning huge amounts, or able to make a living from playing..
Im struggling to 'get' what it takes to improve any further at this point.. I feel lost against some players and have no idea how i should adjust my game..
When i tell people i play poker, and they just assume im a gambler, i cant even articulate how poker can be profitable.
I cant even articulate what is going through my mind right now even.. Im hoping i can meet someone on this forum who can give me some adivse
Thanks!