Hello,
I have been playing live tournament poker for about a year, am up $200, but would like to eventually play live cash games. However, I cannot due to being way under-rolled, and under-skilled in cash games.
I am mainly playing full ring cash games at 0.01/0.02. When I am not tilting I am winning about 5bb/100 but I feel like this can be a lot higher especially at NL2. I also enjoy the odd HU SNG.
And then there's this kind of tilt I have, which I lose at a much faster rate than I win. It's not like bad beat tilt or even really linked to poker I used to tilt on bad beats but fine with them now. Its where I play poker but I'm not in the right mindset eg. too tired, and I know it, but I still play for the enjoyment. Like when stressed out before test, and play terribly. At one point I had almost doubled my $30 roll, then one day some bad news in personal life, I kept playing even though I know I should stop, and went from $52 to $12 BR in one day.
Very slow progress back.
I have topped up my roll with a deposit to $50 (I started on $30 last time but is bad BRM for NL2, I want to have at least 25BI) and hoping to avoid these problems again. Only play when I'm in the zone!!!! This NL beginner course I don't think can help me with that, it's on me. I am making a fresh start today, and will make sure when I'm not on my A-game but still feel like playing poker will just do play money.
Of course even though on a normal day I am winning, I also still am leakier than Titanic, so this is why I'm taking this course, to sharpen up my game.
My account on Stars is unfortunately not tracked (I've tried too) so hopefully when Full Tilt comes back I can get tracked on there. I have a Mac so am limited in software choices. Tried VirtualBox, but it is cumbersome, and then the other sites really annoy me with their software. I know its superficial but Poker770 etc. I just can't handle the constant glitchiness and ugly tables and lobby. ![]()
So yeah, hopefully a transformation occurs, lol
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