Hey guys,
After reading a bit of The Mental Game of Poker recently, I once again realized how many leaks there are in my mental game. But discovering this wasn't discouraging for me at all. Quite the contrary, seeing all this potential for improvement was actually quite motivating for me.
Speaking of motivation, I also read the part of the book about motivation vs. inspiration. Contrary to popular belief, they are not the same. Inspiration is defined as one of those short-term boosts of energy you can get from inspirational movies, songs, quotes and other things like watching the Japanese rugby team beat South Africa against all odds. Motivation, on the other hand, applies mostly to the long term. It is the "solid and stable energy that keeps you consistently working over the long term", to directly quote the book.
While inspiration is very important, relying too much on it can be dangerous. If you have to constantly look for things to inspire you, this might just mean that you are doing it to compensate for bigger problems in your long-term motivation. And without correcting these flaws, short bursts of inspiration probably won't get you very far in the long run. This is seen as one of the reasons why New Year's resolutions typically fail.
In the last few weeks, I did not have any motivation or inspiration for poker, which is why I was taking a break. But now I have found my motivation. All of these mental leaks I discovered don't just apply to poker. I have had these issues in sports, academia, and just about any aspect of real life. I have decided that it is time to put these demons to rest now.
So I'm back at the tables. My game of choice right now is good old NL5 SH Zoom, playing two tables. I played a bit today, and so far, I've been quite happy with both my actual and my mental game.
This hand was the costliest for me. I wonder if I could have done anything to prevent it?
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PokerStars - $0.05 NL FAST (6 max) - Holdem - 6 players
Hand converted by PokerTracker 4
BTN: $4.70
SB: $13.66
Hero (BB): $5.07
UTG: $5.00
MP: $5.00
CO: $15.68
SB posts SB $0.02, Hero posts BB $0.05
Pre Flop: (pot: $0.07) Hero has Q♦ Q♠
fold, MP raises to $0.15, fold, fold, fold, Hero raises to $0.45, MP calls $0.30
Flop: ($0.92, 2 players) 5♦ 6♣ 5♣
Hero bets $0.62, MP calls $0.62
Turn: ($2.16, 2 players) 9♦
Hero bets $1.25, MP calls $1.25
River: ($4.66, 2 players) 3♠
Hero bets $2.75 and is all-in, MP calls $2.68 and is all-in
Hero shows Q♦ Q♠ (Two Pair, Queens and Fives)
(Pre 81%, Flop 9%, Turn 5%)
MP shows 6♠ 6♥ (Full House, Sixes full of Fives)
(Pre 19%, Flop 91%, Turn 95%)
MP wins $9.60
And here's the biggest one, just for fun:
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PokerStars - $0.05 NL FAST (6 max) - Holdem - 6 players
Hand converted by PokerTracker 4
BTN: $8.60
Hero (SB): $7.14
BB: $11.08
UTG: $14.17
MP: $5.86
CO: $3.99
Hero posts SB $0.02, BB posts BB $0.05
Pre Flop: (pot: $0.07) Hero has A♥ A♣
fold, fold, CO raises to $0.15, BTN calls $0.15, Hero raises to $0.60, BB raises to $1.60, CO raises to $3.99 and is all-in, fold, Hero raises to $7.14 and is all-in, BB calls $5.54
Flop: ($18.42, 3 players) K♦ Q♠ 6♣
Turn: ($18.42, 3 players) J♦
River: ($18.42, 3 players) T♠
Hero shows A♥ A♣ (Straight, Ace High)
Main Pot [$12.12]: (Pre 66%, Flop 11%, Turn 14%)
Side Pot#1 [$6.30]: (Pre 82%, Flop 92%, Turn 95%)
BB shows 3♣ 3♥ (One Pair, Threes)
Main Pot [$12.12]: (Pre 15%, Flop 0.1%, Turn 0%)
Side Pot#1 [$6.30]: (Pre 18%, Flop 8%, Turn 5%)
CO shows K♥ K♠ (Three of a Kind, Kings)
Main Pot [$12.12]: (Pre 19%, Flop 89%, Turn 86%)
Hero wins $17.66