Now starting again with $100 and an old laptop that barely does the work (got it from somebody with 50 euros). The goal is to make it back to 3/6.
Thanks immot and CoreySteel! Will be fun! I have played for one week now and these are the results at the moment:

This is 12c/25c FL holdem.
I was wondering about some mindset things. Why do we deny or try to hide if we have lost money? Why cannot I honestly say to myself: This is what has happened. I have lost money. Why is there always this emotional need to prove that "Oh I'm such a good player, this time I lost but overall I am really good". Why cannot I simply face the results? I was having this tiny downswing today and thought: Wow, I am starting to remember. Everything is exactly fair. It is simply about honestly looking at what has happened. Not denying anything. And then I could focus on the game on the spot, forgetting about everything else. It is not about the money, it is about how good your game is at the present moment. So I dedicated myself to playing my very best.
I feel much better now, will post some hands that I doubt in and will continue with the grind.
Originally posted by taavi1337
Yes and the galaxy is also alive![]()
I was thinking FL games (except micros maybe) died after black friday. Will be interesting to follow, GL.
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I'm again at the microstakes playing FL 6max/HU. Big changes in my life. We have a son who is 2 years old and the 2nd son is about to be born in winter ![]()

Congratulation with the babies, i have been away for a while from pokerstrategy. Yr blog was one that i read back in the days, when i was Playing FL
I have a fun hand to share! Sure dude why don't you just get it in there ♦
$0.05/$0.10 Limit Hold'em Cash, 7 Players
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Preflop: Hero is MP2 with Q♠: A♣:
MP3 posts BB OOP, MP1 calls, Hero raises, MP3 calls, CO calls, 2 folds, BB calls, MP1 calls
Flop: (10.4 SB) 2♦: 2♥: 2♠: (5 players)
BB checks, MP1 checks, Hero bets, MP3 calls, CO calls, BB folds, MP1 calls
Turn: (7.2 BB) 2♣: (4 players)
MP1 bets, Hero raises, MP3 3-bets, CO calls, MP1 calls, Hero caps, MP3 calls and is all-in, CO calls, MP1 calls
River: (22.7 BB) 7♥: (4 players, 1 is all-in)
MP1 bets, Hero raises, CO calls, MP1 calls
Results:
Spoiler
28.7 BB pot (1.4 BB rake)
Final Board: 2♦: 2♥: 2♠: 2♣: 7♥:
MP1 showed J♦: 5♥: and lost (-7.5 BB net)
Hero showed Q♠: A♣: and won 13.7 BB (6.2 BB net)
MP3 showed 9♠: T♠: and lost (-5 BB net)
CO showed 6♦: A♥: and won 13.6 BB (6.1 BB net)
Just imagine the thought process of MP1 there ![]()
$0.02/$0.04 Limit Hold'em Cash, 8 Players
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Preflop: Hero is CO with 9♠: Q♠:
UTG+2 folds, MP1 raises, MP2 calls, MP3 calls, Hero calls, 3 folds
Flop: (9.5 SB) T♠: K♦: A♠: (4 players)
MP1 bets, MP2 calls, MP3 calls, Hero raises, MP1 calls, MP2 calls, MP3 calls
Turn: (8.8 BB) 9♦: (4 players)
MP1 checks, MP2 checks, MP3 checks, Hero checks
River: (8.8 BB) 7♠: (4 players)
MP1 checks, MP2 checks, MP3 bets, Hero raises, MP1 calls, MP2 folds, MP3 calls and is all-in
Results:
Spoiler
14.8 BB pot (0.5 BB rake)
Final Board: T♠: K♦: A♠: 9♦: 7♠:
MP1 showed 3♥: 3♦: and lost (-4 BB net)
MP2 mucked and lost (-2 BB net)
MP3 showed 8♦: J♣: and lost (-4 BB net)
Hero showed 9♠: Q♠: and won 14.3 BB (10.3 BB net)
Was so weird.. I was already getting regular practice at poker tables, 4hrs, 5hrs a day. Winning something. Then you know, I had this meditation retreat booked. Where you go 10 days in isolation and meditate 10hrs a day in a group with teacher. I went there then the 3rd day the teacher said I cannot continue and must go back.
Now I continue with the poker practice. I have like $23. I started with $30 and made it to $50 but then withdrew $25 to see if it works the cash withdrawal system. It still worked. So now I'm like a winner but with a very small bankroll. The thing is, I have absolutely no real money in real life at the moment. I live with my wife who I love very much. But again I start from zero.
It's a little bit scary but you know it's very good luck if she pays. I promised to her, within one year I can provide something. Our relationship is more important to me. We love our child very much. I'm providing healing also, I learned this crystal reiki therapy. Now I started again with this poker goal journey from microstakes.
Edit: Ok I promise I will post a 10k hand graph when I get there. Now I'm almost at 9k hands in 1.5 months, just starting out again.
So here you go the first 10k hands... FL10 and FL4. Oh boy I'm so happy made $10 in the last two hours :f_thumbsup::f_love:

Thank you people. I started to make like session review with video. Here's a hand how I play TT from BU and few things to note.
I got so excited.. I took shots to FL25 for the first time... boy did it went big on turn.. 50cents flying in lol. Was successful. Even though I don't have the bankroll for it and my main game is FL10 now I'm eager to take shots at this huge-looking limit FL25. ![]()
I was watching some NL Holdem videos and the game seems so tough! I think FL is already very complicated for me... maybe when I get $100 I might try NL2. Or not. Hmmm