hey, im new here.. and after busting in 1 month almost 400pounds i wanted to start my own blog and maybe get opinions of people that play regularly and as a full time job. My dream, oh ye.. my dream.. in a dreamworld i would love to be a professional online poker player , and i started taking this serious last month.. on my days off and all my free time i now pass it playing poker.. i started on the big mtt's.. 10k guaranteed, any buy/in.. and i reached some cash positions but never made it to the final table.. oh sorry, i made it 9th once for 120 , still felt so bad.. and im down about 400pounds. so i took some advices and now im starting from the bottom..
Sit n Go 1,50 is the one im going to be grinding on.. got hold'em manager ready and im already marking some regulars on that lvl.. for the first day it looked quite easy and today i will be grinding aswell.. hope i can hit them hard! Feels so bad to burn a stack but it will feel so good when i get it back! Actually i am on 150dolares..
any advices from anyone doing this as a living?
Its a lot of stress, when you starting out at lower limits and can't take a hit, bills never stop coming, boee.
Play for fun, dreams are fine, but don't start dreaming when you lost and think the next time it will all go
better. Improve!
Gl
I actually think i'v busted it because i was playing with no bank roll just investing money on mtts, .. now im gonna try for the first time do a proper bank roll starting with 150 lets see...
Hello Marouane
Welcome on the PokerStrategy forum 
It’s nice to see that you started a blog. Maybe it’s a good idea for you to participate in our https://forums.pokerstrategy.com/forum/thread.php?threadid=325001&page=1 promotion when you are ready to play.
As starting MTT player it’s smart to check out the https://forums.pokerstrategy.com/forum/thread.php?threadid=314586&page=1 for all the information you need.
It looks like your still a basic member and then you can use 1 or more of our free money offers on poker rooms you don’t have an account yet. If you are bronze member you can post pictures without help.
Further I wish you a pleasant stay on our forum and good luck with improving your game 
Best regards,
SDK1987