Ok time for some real talk.
I want to write this down here so I can look back on it.
I feel pretty overwhelmed right now. Feels like I always have 1000+ tasks to do and it never ends.
Getting more involved with BTS to take it to the next level, taking charge of the social media side of the business, still coaching full-time, making videos, streaming 1x/week, oh and yeah playing poker and improving -- quite the challenge.
I don't have a problem with working a lot. The main problem I have is that I still want to put in good volume with poker since it's still my main source of income. And I just can't pull it off right now, so I agonize over it.
At the same time I feel all this pressure is good. It's meant to take me to the next level. It's all in how you frame it in you're mind right?

I was reading Elon Musk's biography last night since I couldn't sleep - my mind was still rushing too hard (happens a lot lately).
There was a part that impressed me. While being the CEO of Tesla and SpaceX, whenever he gave someone in SpaceX an apparently impossible project (seems he likes to do that) and that person said it can't be done, or it's not enough time, Elon would say 'OK, you're off the project and I will take over. I will show you that it can be done, while being CEO of 2 companies'. The sick thing he always did it! He always got that project done!
So this kinda serves as inspiration that I can have all this sh.t down. It will involve pushing myself hard and being razor sharp with my focus and self management. I will need to set aside time to make my brain rest at the end of every day to balance out the craziness and prepare it for a new day. Have a good sleep schedule. Meditate 20m+ again so I can sleep. Maximize efficiency in my work. Delegate tasks.


^Lol i love this gif too much
Also let's save the thread in style

Daniel.
Show of Force.