Small update after 2 weeks. First week was tough just as the end of december i guess downswing and a massive one. Second week a little better could get c/ev back to almost normal ~50 of course it's not enough but much better feeling when you win from time to time 
Next weeks will be tough, have to do some homework in University pluss couple exams don't know how but i can't let my volume down, it's a must to compleat 1.5K games this month.
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you can do it!
Thx @Habit and @TheLittleFish
January is over and here are the results.
At last i managed to play 1.5K games 
it was really tough because of homeworks in University and downswing in the beginning of month but i have done it 
but there is one little problem c/ev 59 
that sucks 
feel bad right now. And on top of that ended month -14$ second month without profit. My girlfriend will kick me out of my flat 
Good luck for February mate.
Keep working hard and the chipEV will follow! (and hopefully the money so your GF doesn't kick you out! xD)
Oh no! Just calculate how much money you should have won and tell that to your girlfriend! And than be like „will you kick me out of the flat because I am unlucky?“
@TheLittleFish thx, sure it will, yesterday started on 15s and c/ev was twice more than on 7s 
don't remember exactly but it was huge ~130 but again with out 
@Habit yeah nice chunk of money and yeah probably she won't because not evrything is about money 
One sentence about first impressinon on 15s. Was a bit surprised that there was alot of players from 7s so i had some reads. And omg they bluff a lot but may be it was just yesterday will see how this month develops. I want that T-shirt ♠_evil:
life is tough lost 100x again 
February done.
Wow!! What a month! At the beginning i was crushing 15s, winning evrything exept big multiplayer, lost a 100x . Actually i was doing good the whole month until i hit my second big multiplayer (200x this time) it was around games ~1225. Of course i lost it but the game i played was good may be one hand i could play a bit different (reviewed by Paco). So after i lost that i was losing evrything and in last ~300ish games i lost half my BR i was up ~2K $ 
and ended with 1K. That was something terrible and in same time new experience in my poker career. I felt helpless, couldn't do anything, cooler after cooler, at some point i started to think may be if i close my eyes and just go all in i do better 
but fortunatelly i didn't do that 
As sad befor, wow, what a month! Good thing i compleated my goal 1.5K games bad thing c/ev 51 although this is my first month on 15s, i guess it's fine. Goal in march 1.7K games and 60 c/ev and try to move up. GL at tables!!
Small update. Decided to check c/ev twice a month and here are the results: https://gyazo.com/6c595897a01c9a0b830b2896e1c8ed4b not much to say, running really bad in all aspects. Falling heavy behind in volume, it's really hard to play when you loose so much. I tilt faster and can't finish my sessions as planed. I hope this will end soon, if not, i'll need a reload again
And wanted to thank Pokerstars for new rakeback system i have sth like 0.0...% really thank you it's so encouraging 
Keep your head up mate!
I know its really frustrating when you're running shit, you kinda feel helpless. (I had 2 reloads this month as well..)
Variance works both ways so just keep plugging away and it'll turn around!
I like the fact you're only checking results twice a month as that will really help more in terms of the mental side of things.
Ok.. About March.. ♠_love:
Well shitty month. You can see the graph, it 's disaster ♠_biggrin:
Volume goal 1700/ 853 fail, after second reload started to play only on one table (max best decisions) and it's obviously that i won't make my goals by one tabling.
c/ev goal 60/ 27 fail, running bad since the end of February about 1.2-1.3 K games. Nice stretch:s_thumbsup: equal TILT
Needed two reloads and at one point thought that i'll need a third one. Luckily i am safe for now.
Plans for April. Need to stop moan and start to act. The background is set, need to work on my mental strength, i started to read Jared's book Mental game of poker, from what i have read, great book.
Why? because these stretches will happen again and no one sad that this one has ended ♠_biggrin: and Tilt is major problem in my game. Bad runs happen and i have to learn how to deal with them.
Rest is the same C/ev goal 60 and 1700 games.
A bit unlucky ♠_biggrin:
Lost my roll at the beginning of month and SL downgraded me back to 7s but nothing changed. Was still running bad and almost lost BR again 
fortunately i hit small upswing about 150 games, where my ev line and $ as well started to go up.
About volume. Ehh.. really tough to play when you lose so much, i still can't overcome this. Don't know what and how but have to change something.
